You Are Not Forgotten

Tuhan sdh siapin..#share about friend :)

2011-06-15T10:52:00.000+08:00

ini post yg aku bikin krn gk bisa tidur..let me share about one of my bestfriend,his name is Yoshea Trimanesa,panggilan'na yosi..aku kenal dia sebenernya gk lama2 banget,sejak SMP (gk selama sejak TK maksudnya), tp smp itu kita gk terlalu deket,since aku orang yg terlalu lugu di skul n yosi adalah bintang skolah,hehe..paling sesekali ngobrol n maen ke rumah'na rame2 (rumah'na deket skul,almost smua pernah maen ksana,hehe) jd dr Tk aturan qta sdh 1skul cm dia pagi aku siang..kita mulai deket sejak SMA,since qta sama2 baru masuk ke skolah bedha yayasan,sekelas pula,serasa senasib ajha,and qta melakukan kesalahan yg sama yaitu berpacaran kepada wanita yg membuat qta tdk bs berkembang/menciutkan,halah,means msh cinta2 anak sma gk jelas lah,sjak pacaran,otomatis akhirna ada jarak masing2,bedha kelas di kelas 2,untungnya yoshi bisa merasakan kebebasan lagi setelah 1,5tahun,sdang saya butuh 4,5th,huhu..kelas 3 kita berada dalam 1 kelas lagi,walau aku msh blm bebas tp since emang kita kenal lama jd kadang msh bersosialisasi walau sebatas dikelas saja..masuk ke dunia kuliah,kita pun 1 jurusan dgn NRP tidak terlalu jauh,berakibat sering 1 kelas,hingga di saat aku dah putus,dia adalah temen standby buat ngehibur,msh inget keputusan instan ikutan studi eksekursi ke bali cuma krn pengen fun,yosi paling tau kalo aku mang butuh hiburan,hehe..sering bareng,ambil kelas banyak yg sama jd ngirit kl kuliah saling jemput,and ada 2 temen cewe yg selalu bareng ampe kita ber4 lulus pun bareng..we never realize how close our friendship was,walau sempet pergi ke bali juga tinggal di rumah sodara'nya.lulus kuliah,aku ke jakarta,idup n kerja disana,contact dgn yosi cm sebatas ucapan happy birthday..sepulang dr jakarta selama 2thn'an aku pindah ke singapore,aku jg sempet contact cm 1x pas yosi kesana samperin cewe'na (dia dapet cewe udah sejak kuliah,tp sempet LDR),setelah pulang ke Surabaya april 2009,temen yg hubungin aku ya cm yosi (ada jg evi yg emang salah 1 temen terbaik bergosip,hehe).temen2 lain jg sudah pada sibuk masing2 dan berkeluarga,jd aku gk mau ganggu2 juga..tp ya ujung2na cuma yosi yg setia ajakin maen futsal setiap senin,ajakin ke greja,and jalan2,pastinya dengan sang tunangan atau kadang temen2nya yg aku kenal jg..and now disaat kadang aku down,struggling for my things,stress for anything,aku pasti cm bisa hubungin dia,and dia pasti selalu bela2in ajak aku kuar makan ato jalan sekedar membuang waktu n ngobrol dr hal penting sampe fun doang..aku bener2 thank'ing God soal dia,aku slalu bingung gk punya temen disini dan sebenernya Tuhan sdh sedia'in dr lama cuma kurang peka saja,senin malem sepulang futsal,lagi2 dia ingetin 1 hal ke aku yg bikin aku kayak di tabok..dia tau apa masalah yg aku adapin,dia cm ingetin dalam 1 pertanyaan simple, "seberapa dekatkah kamu dengan Tuhan?" "jangan kamu selalu meminta dan slalu berharap tapi tidak peka terhadap jawaban yg Tuhan sdh sediakan di depan matamu",dia jelasin dgn bbrp contoh idup dia,and makin aku merasa kali emang Tuhan dah set him to encourage me..yeap qta kalo ngobrol bs berjam2,bisa lebih dr 1 jam cm ngobrol di dlm mobil depan rumah,bisa telp'an berjam2 ampe lupa waktu,krn enjoy'ing banyak hal perbincangan..aku emang doyan ngobrol,doyan denger orang crita,tp gk semua aku bisa bener2 terbuka,selain temen2 baik ku di jkt,ya cuma yosi yg di sby ini bs bener2 makes me open..this November dia akan merid,otomatis pindah rumah yg jauh dr rumah ku and gk bakal bs segampang skr untuk kuar,tp aku yakin,Tuhan memang siapin dia buat support me as a friend and he's done his part far enough :) so,aku cm mau share tentang one of my bestfriend di kampungku ini,hehe..and aku jg yakin 1 hal,Tuhan jg dah siapin smua hal yg aku khawatirkan selama ini,tinggal seberapa peka kita melihat n merasakan jawabanNya :)

Pasangan Hidup

2011-06-03T10:39:00.001+08:00

pasangan idup,hmm,topic yg aturan saya ndiri gk banyak pengalaman untuk membahas ini dan ibarat msh bau kencur,tp saya cm berusaha share what i feel about it,so it just from my point of view :)
dalam memilih/mencari/menentukan pasangan idup,saya merasa ada bbrp hal atau pertimbangan yg harus dipenuhi sebelum menetapkan'nya...
saya akan memulai dgn sub atau tahapan yg tidak urut tetap ibarat check list,hehe..
-. pastikan pasangan itu sealiran dgn kita,terutama dalam hal Agama,di ikuti dgn pandangan2 lainnya,krn itu merupakan hal utama n sakral untuk menjalani idup bersama hingga akhir,jgn pernah berpikir untuk dapat pernah merubah seseorang setelah anda menjalin suatu hubungan,bkn'na hal yg mustahil tetapi sangat tidak disarankan krn takut akan adanya kesenjangan motivasi ataupun adanya unsur paksaan diri krn demi sesuatu..
-. pastikan perasaan kita sangat menyayangi and menghargai pasangan kita,tidak cm krn suka di awal kemudian setelah menjalin hubungan,rasa saling menghargai n menghormati pasangan mulai berkurang,krn akan sangat sering terjadi pertengkaran2 tdk penting krn hal2 yg kecil,susah dijelasin kalau tanpa menjalankan,aku sering ngrasain ini disaat sedang berada di posisi sebagai obat nyamuk,means alone dengan sepasang atau bbrp couple,kadang,sangat mudah mreka terlucut emosi krn hal2 kecil yg mungkin krn kebiasaan yg mungkin akan terbahas di kolom selanjutnya,terkadang kurang bs menahan diri sampai harus tercipta suasana kurang damai di dpn umum..
-. carilah kelebihan dan kekurangan pasangan kita dan pertimbangkan apakah kita bisa menv handle itu smua,terutama kekurangan'nya..karena kalau sampai kekurangan itu terus mengganggu n kita memendam,lama2 akan menimbulkan kejengkelan yg kurang berarti..makanya aku gk pernah setuju yg namanya pdkt instan,krn untuk memutuskan seseorang menjadi pacar kita,kita harus mengenal n menyayanginya,bkn krn faktor fisik semata dan rasa kesepian yg melanda..at least u know ur time buat mengkalkulasi :)
-. sebagai pria kudu bisa memimpin dan mengambil keputusan and sebagai wanita harus bisa selalu mendukung dan menuruti sang pria,dalam hal ini,diutamakan yg positif and normal,means kl yg cowo ada kelainan n suka hal2 buruk,ada saatnya sang wanita bertindak,halah bahasanya mulai gk jelas,intinya,pria harus bs leading n wanita kudu bs dukung sehingga saling berkembang bersama,gk tertutup kemungkinan terjadi kebalikannya,hehehe (emansipasi kali ya)
-. hati masing2 harus siap dalam memulai komitmen,bukan artinya meninggalkan kebiasaan2 sebelumnya,tp pastinya akan terjadi perubahan,pemindahan posisi dan porsi,dan pastinya,memperlakukan satu sama lain dgn ketulusan dari hati,mulai gk jelas lg ya,tp truly smua kl dgn hati tulus akan serasa indah n damai :)
-. menentukan seseorang untuk menjadi pasangan kita,terutama di adat budaya ketimuran,kita juga harus bisa menerima keluarga daripada pasangan hidup kita dan memperlakukannya seperti keluarga kita sendiri..gk akan berjalan damai jg kalau kita menyayangi seseorang tapi kita sangat membenci atau tdk suka dgn orang tuanya atau adik kakaknya,krn dgn care ke mereka,otomatis itu wujud btapa sayangnya kita ke pasangan kita,krn dia akan melihat ketulusan itu sebagai wujud sayang kita ke pasangan kita juga,membuat kita menjadi "better us" jg :)

mungkin msh banyak lg yg perlu ditambahkan disini,akan saya update jika ada pandangan2 lain yg menurut saya perlu ditambahkan,hehe...once again,maybe im not a guy yg berpikir ato ngebet untuk menjalin hubungam dgn pasangam hidup,akan tetapi i still have heart to feel what love is and msh ns berpikir baik logis maupun tidak,hehe...so sorry kl ad yg kurang sependapat,ini cuma ungkapan dan segi pandang pribadi saja,hehe...

-be blessed

Bioskop

2011-05-17T01:59:00.002+08:00

oh no, tiap baca koran bagian film2 bioskop, perasaan hati selalu ngenes..kasian bener perfilman indo ini, film local'nya mayoritas jelek,film import'na gk masuk2, jadi nyesel kmaren pas ke SG gk mampir nonton Fast5 ato Thor, huhu.. waktu jalan capek di SG sempet liat poster film cinko judul'na the lost bladesman ato entah apa,tentang Guan Yu salah satu orang kuat di crita SamKok (three Kingdom) selain LuBu yg saya kagumi (sok bener padahal gk pernah ikutin cerita SamKok,hehe), tiba2 2 hari lalu pas liat iklan film itu di koran and disiarin di bioskop sini, i was shocked, jd penasaran,mungkinkah saya tonton neh film sebagai hiburan merasakan empuknya kursi biospok and sound system yg canggih?ato skalian hajar nonton Premiere... tetep sedih liat film holiwood gk masuk2 :( sedikit hiburan gw pake HD player yg colok Ext HDD buat dikamar, walau tipi'na gk gedhe2 amat and home teater na pake LG cupu, se tidak2nya film2nya bs lebih update kl gw rajin ngisi ke tempat langganan,dah bayar paket 2TB baru kepake 1TBan,hehe..
ayolah bioskop indo,membaiklah,jgn suguhin film2 gk berkualitas yg maksa porno biar laku,cupu abis kualitasna...

Blackberry

2011-05-15T18:00:00.004+08:00

for me, Blackberry was a mobilephone/gadget that always be used by a businessman, people who works at office, the need their email comes like SMS (push email) or whatever, coz thats what i've seen while @SG, i was an iPhone user, and quite comfort with that mobilephone.. but, if u'r living here (indonesia), u'll think twice about blackberry, back from singapore around April 2009, i found that iPhone connectivity here is quite expensive, once checking email inbox, it will cost around 5k,haiyoo.. and since Blackberry is a popular phone here, i made a decision to sell my iPhone (was iPhone 3G 16GB black) into Blackberry, and from that May 2009 till now, i still love my blackberry, started with Curve 8900 (a.k.a Javelin), White Bold 9700 (onyx) and about a few weeks i've lost it, buy another Bold 9700 (black one), and now im using White Bold 9780 (Onyx2).
here, Blackberry is a very common phone, consider almost all of my friends are a blackberry user, dont know why, indonesia can say a country with a lots of BB user,hehe.. it is convenience for Chat,business, emails,and lil browsing (ofcoz the browsing is totally mobile version), so many people that i dont have their phone number, but i have them on Blackberry Messenger List.
but i found that very weird for some reason for special blackberry user, there's some category list for me :
1. Alay'ers (over) : people that always share everything at their BBM status, like where they are (me@mall), what are they doing (me walking to front), what they miss (me forget to pee), what's their problems (me cant poop), some weirdo chat with their friends via status (@you,u go or not?),fighting with their BF/GF (i hate u! then a few minutes will be : so sorry, i love u) ,one of the annoying user..
2. BM'ers : Broadcast'ers, the broadcast msg anything, starts from good things, selling things, asking things, something stupid that becoming Junk News (hoax), they really2 needs others attention and very annoying..
3. Models : changing the display pictures more than 10 times a day, with the same pose, same face,sometimes same clothes,they dont really care about others who will receiving data about their changing..
4. and many more....
and i think, so many parents immature especially giving their children Blackberry on their young age,before high school, it will makes a bad social things, highschool consider okay even still annoying (coz category 1-3 normally at their ages...)
so i think, my share about blackberry ended here,hehe..
its all only what i think and my point of view, sorry if there any inconvenience things from my words...
ciao...

WiFi Connection @ home, finally..

2011-05-14T23:50:00.003+08:00

Just set a wifi for my home connection, finally i can freely online 24/7 like the way i used to @ SG, normally i'm using 3G modem and its unstable and so inconvenience, long time never think about the wifi connection coz my father set the home phone line into PABX, so the phone line here feels like @ office, and finally he surrenders and let the PABX wasted..i hope the speedy connection will be good.. 2nd reason is to keep watching the CCTV online @ 3 different stores :(
long time no blogging here, hope i can boost my mood to share here..
ciao

-be blessed

Some Pictures

2010-09-10T00:00:00.003+08:00

a few days ago im going to Purwodadi with my brother.. he wants to take a Prewedding pictures there, and forsome reasons, im not not the "main" photographer there... so as usual i just taking a few picts, and these are the picts :) and i only using picasa google's freeware for editing, just auto here auto there..hehe.. lazy editor

Parasit

2010-05-07T22:59:00.002+08:00

Kalo dengerin lagu "parasit" yg di nyanyi'in Gita Gutawa, serasa lagunya menyenangkan, lyricnya lucu, enak di denger lah, aku pun suka dengerin lagu itu..
tp setelah dipikir2, pikiran2 yg terucap di lyric itu emang so true, orang2 akan merasa malas ato bahkan jijik melihat seseorang yg bertingkah ato hidup sebagai parasit, menjengkelkan dan merepotkan..
pernah kebayang bagaimana rasanya idup jadi parasit? aku selalu berusaha ngebayangin n ngedeskripsi'in gimana kalo jadi "ini", kalo jadi "itu" and buat kata2 parasit ini, aku cukup susah ngebayanginnya, dan baru saja tersadar di pikiranku, akulah seorang parasit :)
yeah, gk ad yg bisa di banggain sih sebagai seorang parasit, sebagai seorang parasit, u're nothing bagi orang2 di sekitar, bahkan keberadaan mu itu sangat mengganggu mereka, tp sebagai seorang parasit, apa yg bisa di lakin?nothing, all i can do is just smile,berpura2 dalam idup, tersenyum, bahagia, damai, hanya demi 1 tujuan : bisa bertahan hidup..
seorang parasit akan sangat tidak di pedulikan atau tidak dihargai kecuali sesuatu yg bisa dimanfaatkan dari dirinya, as a nothing, u're not allowed to be something, even u can.. mreka hanya memandang seorang parasit karena "sungkan" terhadap orang tua nya atau bbrp alesan lain..
i believe, one day, i'll become something, dan itu satu2nya pengharapan n penguat aku supaya bs btahan idup jg,aku tau dan aku sadar kalau sekarang aku seorang parasit, tidak ad yg berguna dr smua yg bisa aku lakuin.. jd, aku akan menyesuaikan diri dengan keadaan ku sekarang, won't expect anything, just stand in the line, demi bertahan idup..

Emotion

2010-05-06T23:57:00.003+08:00

(in bahasa mood)
lama gk ngBlog, skr mampir lagi deh.. :)
hehe, sesuai dengan judul'na, mau ngomongin soal emosi...
gk tau knapa sejak aku stay di Surabaya ini, aku jd gk bisa control diri, aku jd balik sperti aku yg dulu, gampang marah, suka bentak2, and ngJengkel'in abiz..
aku yg slalu ingin membuat orang2 tenang, selalu ingetin orang buat sabar, slalu berusaha membuat keadaan mereda n bikin orang2 tegar, skr malah berbalik menjadi orang2 itu, walau aku msh tetap nglakuin itu smua, slalu berusaha hibur temen yg lg sadih "dari status BBm,FB,dll (kl pas mampir baca n inget), aku ngrasa skr jd gk bs tahan emosi, mungkin jg krn keadaan lingkungan sekitar, terutama keluarga and orang2 yg ditemui sehari2,tp gk bisa salahin mreka juga, krn emang aku tau,aku ndiri yg salah, bahkan kadang aku kelewatan.. hr ini aku makin sadar setelah td sempet dengan brani bertindak hal yg gk seharusnya aku lakuin, cuma krn didasari "emosi", jujur nyesel, and gk ingin makin bertambah, makanya, aku pengen berdoa lebih, agar makin bisa control diri, thannks GOD juga dah bikin orang2 yg bikin aku emosi itu menyabarkan diri mreka n scara gk langsung tampar pipiku dengan kesabaran yg mreka tunjukin ke aku yg slalu suruh orang sabar :( mungkin cara setir mobil pun harus lebih di control, cm krn bosen n jenuh di jalan ndirian, kadang suka gk sadar diri..

jadi mending aku bs control and kurangin emosi, daripada aku kena getah dr kebiasaan jelek itu...

(bbrp orang pasti shock kl tau aku mudah emosi spt ini, krn emang sejak aku lulus kuliah,bs dibilang sangat jarang terjadi sperti ini kcuali alesan special :) )

thanks n be blessed..

Ex

2009-11-01T00:17:00.002+08:00

talking about Ex-Girlfriend, i feel much more better now.. coz last Monday, i saw her and at least talking each other, even only simple things, chat with her sister much more than her, hehe.. but i feel like, something relieve from me, since we were broke up with "no good" condition, never chat or just "say hi", and i really hate those feeling, feels like big "silent" enemy, hehe..
i always heard about her from my friends, about her wedding date, her baby girl, etc etc.. but last monday, she's accidentally passing by at my brother's store and asking for her daughter's 1st birthday souvenir, then i try to start conversation n talking small chat, the things that makes me laugh is, all of my friends said that she's much more fatter, n that thing is true, i think she's heavier than me now,haha.. but, from that thing i believe, she's happy and enjoy her life,haha.. feels good to see her, and finally talking each other, now i can feel like, we don't hating each others...
and i hope i can "meet and greet" my other friends since i was a kid :D
GBU...

Hobby

2009-10-12T21:21:00.004+08:00

Talking about Hobby, some people will knows and understand that "Photography" is my hobby, but, since it is an "expensive" hobby, i can't fulfill my my heart for taking pictures freely..
It started since i have my first own Digital Camera (around 2002-2003), Canon Ixus i, very small n simple compact digicam, only 4MegaPixels, No Optical Zoom,very simple cam..from that small thing, i started to dreaming about better things (yeah, silly dreamer), i borrowed my cousin's DSLR Camera for taking my sister's Prewedding pics, that's the first moment i'm using Semi Pro Camera, i wasn't the main photographer, but it feels nice :)
end of November'07, i planned to buy a compact Camera, since i have nothing to do @ Singapore and waiting for my first day warking (Jan'08), i got Canon Ixus 860is from SimLim with quite high Price,but i really love the "toy" very much, i always walk with it everyday, everytime, everywhere, all my friends already get used to it (pocket camera @ my hand), around March'08, i decide to borrow a DSLR Camera from my photographer friend (noah arifin), i got EOS 30D + 10-22mm & 50 F1.8, it was an awesome camera with a great lense, i use it for my Church's event, BibleCamp'08. Then it makes me thinking about getting DSLR Camera, and around June'08 i decided to buy Canon EOS 40D Kit1, and i really2 treat my camera like my own wife, haha..i really love to taking pictures with her, almost every saturday i leave house around 5am n start the "jurney" with my Camera.i love to taking pictures for special moments also, even my skill isn't that good, n my lense is the basic one, i shoots with happy feeling, thanks for my friends which allowed me to taking their "big moments", Gunadi&Mega's Wedding day @ Esplanade, Agus&Yuli's Wedding Day @ Fullerton, and another Church's event etc..
But now, since i'm leaving Singapore, and my lense is broken, i seldom using my Camera, frankly, i really miss the moments, alone jurney taking pics, waiting for the sun rising up or falling down till get burned skin..since the hobby is very expensive, and i really in need a lot of cash, i was thinking to sell my DLSR, but i still can hold it, i hope she's still with me, so, someday i hope, i can fulfilling my hobby, with or without my current DSLR, i will backpacking n traveling with taking a lot of great pictures :)
thanks to all my "model" friends, even i never "paid" you, and we're just doing simple photo session, it was fun! :)
i never get any cash from taking pictures, coz it is only my hobby and i really thankful if people allowed me to taking pictures for them :)
i miss photography so much...

24

2009-06-21T00:14:00.003+08:00

Finally.... i finished watching 24 today till season 7..
THE BEST SERIAL MOVIE (so far) for me!
It's a movie with a real time action, so in a season there's 24 episode, and each episode it takes one hour, means in a season is a story for a whole 1 day Action!
Full of action, and every episode is always ended with misterious things..
after watching total 7seasons, means total 7days action (not in a row), i have some comments about the movie..
1st, Jack bauer is still the main actor till Season 7, so he will never die before that,
2nd, Jack is very well trained agent for any field, so don't you worry for any problems or anything..
3rd, Torturing anyone is "legal" for getting information,so get used to it,hehe..
4th, trust no one except Jack Bauer, all good people here can suddenly change..
5th, if u feels like cannot stop watching this movie, better stop it, cause i've finished the last 4 seasons n about 2weeks and makes me sick, nightmare, thinking too "24" in reality...haha...
6th, don't get any spoil from others :D
so far, there's 3 characters i like the most till now (not including the short time character)
1. ofcoz, JACK BAUER, He's the Most Patriot, Hero, Nationalist, Loyal, any good things person for is Country, he will do anything even have to sacrificed everything..No matter how great is the things he has done in every season, he never expected anything, and yes, he's not getting any good things, huhu..

2. Chloe O'Brian, she's a "weird" engineer IT specialist from CTU, not so friendly (not polite), very good at her job. but if she believes in someone, she will always trust him/her, even have to do illegal things, she's the best character @ 24 for me (after jack)
3. Tony Almeida, i just like the way he acts, the way he speaks, he's very cool and "nice" character..

Last but not least, i'm still waiting for the 8th Season, and this is VERY RECOMMENDED serial movie, enjoy it :)

Surabaya

2009-06-08T00:30:00.003+08:00

Surabaya, oh Surabaya, my hometown..
almost 2 months i'm here, but still, nothing different with my life, still confuse and blur...
i just feeling weird, normally, not a problem for to have a friends, a good frenz.. but i don't know why, i'm not so interested to get a new good frens here, my old frens, all are busy with their own life, lot's of them already start their new family, busy with their son/daughter, etc etc... ofcorz it's normal, i'm the one is abnormal and still doing nothing at his 25 years old life..
my daily life is so weird, just act busy and sometimes i just feel boring and sad.. always become a "mosquito" in every places, watching movies and take a walk together with my brother and his girlfriend (almost everyday), walk together with my sister, her husband and her son (both of my sister), and hang out with my friend and her husband and son, fiuh...
so, i'm not feeling better even here, and i still missing my frenz @ jakarta and Singapore...Church frenz @ CWS Kelapa Gading Jakarta, my mandariners buddies, BCS Singapore frenz, my roommate, my Singapore's Cellgroup family, him her it all...

Life must go on.. and i will do my best, keep on praying, i'm sure HE got the best plan for me...

PS : now i'm about 80KG, before leaving SG is around 75-76, haizzzz, everytime i feel stressed, i always eat and eat :(

"tissue needed" movie

2009-05-13T01:12:00.004+08:00

After a few moments never drop tears 'cause of drama/sad movie, today i just broke the record, there's 1 good movie (not "so new" movie) about dog titled "Marley & Me".. it's about true love about dog, no matter who we are, as long as we give our heart, they will gives theirs to us..for a dog lover, better don't watch this movie, 'cause it only will makes u feel so sad..

Gospelosophy

2009-05-03T22:44:00.004+08:00

Finally, the album that i've been waiting for years.. is @ my desk, haha..
Gospelosophy, by VERSE OfThe DAY!
it's a great gospel album, not because the musicians are my friends, to be frank, i'm very proud of them, they launched their album this late April 2009..
Verse OfThe Day, 4 musicians in 1 band based on their love for Jesus,
Dendy @ Keyboard, he's the best keyboardist @ CWS Kelapa Gading (my Jakarta Church), he's a President Director of his own Company, very busy person, but, his love for music, especially playing for HIM, totally awesome, hehe..
Bryan Jonathan (BJ) @ Bass, he's not a big guy, but, no matter how big is the Bass Guitar, always looks small @ his hand, he also playing at non gospel band (Andre Harihandoyo and the Sonic People).
Toar @ Drum, totally no doubt for this drummer, he's the best drummer i've ever watch playing LIVE, hehe, big fans of BIG MIKE, he loves Gospel music very much, and he's talented not only @ Drum, also Keyboard, Bass and Guitar, not only can play, he mastered everything, soon will become Master in Accounting, haha..
Andri @ Guitar, awards as the Best Guitarist @ GSJA's music even, he's like Santana @ gospel music, haha..

My comment about the Musics :
-Psalm 121 (including the Psalmoverture) this is totally Gospel Praise Song, Toas as a Drummer also the WL, make me remember about his brother, israel Houghton, haha..
-Anugrah'Mu, i like the reprise Version, so simple and easy to listen..
-Yang Kucari, i use this song for my friend's bday Video (anita), one of the best lah, very nice one..
- and all other Jamming session or just instrument musics, i love it all...

So, for those of you, if you interested to listen their great music, can come @ their MySpace

There's also their FB

I think they also sell their CD @ overseas (Singapore, US, etc) by their friends :D

GBU

Kuliner yg memprihatinkan

2009-04-24T23:41:00.003+08:00

Beberapa hari di Surabaya, akhirnya kembali lagi membaca koran "Jawa Pos" setiap pagi...berita kriminal and keaneh2an Indonesia mulai membuatku terbiasa lagi, gosip artis ampe caleg2 menjadi gila...
tapi hari ini, di rubrik santai, yg membahas tentang makanan (Metropolis,Weekend Jumat 24 April 2009), ada sesuatu yg bikin aku makin geleng2.. entah Surabaya yang makin parah atau aku yg makin kolot...
Judul makanannya sih kira2 tentang menu baru di sebuah hotel besar dengan nama "nasi goreng yang bikin pengen misuh", Misuh itu sperti "mengumpat" atau ngomong jorok (kasarnya), nah setelah aku baca garis besarnya, ternyata sang koki menggunakan bahan Cabe nya sangat banyak, kl nggak salah 1 porsi nasi goreng menggunakan 1 ons Cabe atau gimana gitu, jd pertama dia test masak itu, comentar pemakannya (teman sesama koki) is "Bad words", nah paling bikin aku shock itu, nama menu itu ialah "Nasi Goreng (maaph) Jancuk" and bener2 tertulis sperti itu tanpa ad sensor, skedar informasi, bagi yg tidak mengerti arti "J****K" itu, itu adalah kata2 terkasar di bahasa jawa, aku gk menemukan artinya dalah bahasa indonesia, tp dalam bahasa Inggris, ini bener2 sama dengan (maaph) "Fcuk" (C ma U nya dituker), and yes, dia bilang dengan santainya kata2 itu sudah menjadi bahasa gaul warga surabaya, sehingga dia memberi nama itu kepada menunya (kata sang koki), pernah kebayang nggak, kl misalnya di amrik kita menemukan menu bernama (maaph lagi) "F**king Fried Rice"? kebayang lagi nggak kl menu itu adalah menu makanan sebuah hotel cukup besar, nama hotelnya di Surabaya : Plaza Hotel. saya bener2 nggak abis pikir pihak menejemen resto harus berkata "jorok" buat nyebutin nama menunya, and menurut mreka itu gaul, ckckck... entah lama kelamaan kata2 itu mungkin akan menjadi sangat awam, menurutku itu bener2 insane, menciptakan nama menu makanan dengan sangat tidak kreatif..

Back for GOOD?

2009-04-11T02:04:00.002+08:00

aaarrrgghhhh...
It's hard for me to start "PACKING", huhuhu...
i still can't / don't want to face the truth that, i have to back for Good.. :(
i hate these moments, the moment that i have to say goodbye, the moment that i have to wasting water from my eyes while i already easy to get sweating :(
i can only stay @ singapore for about 1 and a half years...
i still can't face it..
Come on!!! START PACKING! huhu...
my flight is on Tuesday, 14th April 2009, 13.05 to Surabaya..
i will left so many things, my original DVDs collections, CDs, loudspeaker, Pillow, Bolsters, my big blanket, my bed, books, toys, huhu.... not a big things, the biggest thing is i have to say goodbye to me Friends, roommate, family at current and ex cellgroup, my Church, huhu...
haiyo, and now my laptop is playing a song that i just get from my friend "aku pasti kembali - pasto" oh no.. should stop it, it plays again and again since i open it with winamp :(

Facebook

2009-04-01T15:04:00.003+08:00

(in bahasa mood,hehe)

Facebook, gila, neh web sih bener2 pengganti Friendster loh, scara Friendster skr udah gk friendly anymore, banyak virus2 gk jelas, isinya membosankan, and mulai lemot... (that's the fact)

Facebook bisa bikin kita keep in touch ma temen2 lama yg bener2 kita gk nyangka bisa nemu, and 2 hari blakangan, facebook cukup bikin aku shock, coz 2 tante and 1 om aku ngeAdd aku di facebook, come on.. mreka dah kisaran 50 tahun loh, and yg bikin shock lagi, salah satu tante ku itu malah aktif ngeUpdate Statusnya, wah, totally bikin ngakak seketika deh.. trus kira2 2bulan lalu, ampir smua staf pastoral dari greja ku di jakarta (GSJA CWS Gading) pada ngeAdd my FB smua, ada juga parents2 dr temen2, ya ampun, bener2 gk kenal umur juga neh web, salut banget deh...

Facebook juga bisa bikin kita addicted, gk bisa jauh2 dari nya, and pengennya cek terus menerus kapanpun, aku salah satu korbannya, kira2 bulan lalu, aku decided buat puasa yg namanya facebook, coz aku dah merasa addicted, and bikin facebook jd prioritas, and hasilnya, aku bisa ngurangin jatah Facebook skr, bahkan bbrp orang harus menghapus account facebooknya krn takut makin addicted...sempet liat orang upload video yg isinya anak cewe membaca puisi tentang "ibu dan Facebook", yg dengerin sih ketawa, tp tertawaan mreka bukan cuman krn itu lucu, tp krn memang itu faktanya, people makin gk bisa jauh dr facebook..

Facebook juga bisa jadi wadah curhat and luapin perasaan, dengan menulis notes2 and mengupdate statusnya.. tak jarang manusia2 ber'blackberry an demi ber facebook ria, sampe2 lagi "capek", "makan", "nyalon", "nguphil (maaph,lebay)" aja laporan di statusnya.. ya, kadang we found it funny, kadang people juga akan mikir "who cares lah" hehe..
Smalem aj aku baru keilangan 1 of new friend gara2 facebook, it's a long story and lebih tepatnya, ngajarin aku something lah, hehe..

Ya, aku cuman mau kasih kesimpulan, kagum juga ma Facebook, banyak keuntungan yg bisa kita dapetin dari program ini, tapi, jangan sampe terlalu addicted aj, coz frankly, itu bisa menyita banyak waktu kita, and bisa bikin prioritas idup kita tersita (percaya nggak percaya, banyak emang yg ngalamin itu).

GBU

Don't Give Up

2009-03-31T19:15:00.005+08:00

"Don't Give Up!"
because "There's a Larger Answer" for us!

Today i finished all my Movie @ my external HDD (thanks to dandy for provided me with bunches of movies few months before,hehe) i've picked the most heavy movie (for me) for the last.. and the movie is titled "X-files, I want to Believe" when i was 12 or 13, X-Files is my most favorite serial @ Television, yeah, kinda heavy movie for a secondary boy like me.. so i already familiar with their character while watching the movie (oh Fox Mulder and Dana Scully, the best partner), normally X files is always about, psychs things, alien, or something not so reality.. but this movie, just teach me one important thing! "Dont Give Up!" yeah, that's a normal thing, and from the movie, the words is coming out from a phedophil pastor, people think he's psycho person.. but Fox Mulder is always believes him, and he tried to convinces Dana Scully about God's msg for her from the pastor, "maybe that's the answer, the bigger answer, Don't Give Up"..
So, for this long time waiting for the answer, I hope that we Will Never Give Up, coz He Preparing the Bigger Answer for us, and all we have to do is just DON'T GIVE UP of waiting the answer from HIM :)
GBU all...

Tuhan di Hidupku

2009-03-30T12:56:00.003+08:00

I have 1 good song, it's in bahasa, i get it from my Jakarta friend, Dandy.
The song is titled "Tuhan di Hidupku" by SARI SIMORANGKIR...
i love the lyrics, especially the reff part, it sounds so simple, but not everyone can do it, and yes, as a Christian, we have to be like that.. we have to show JESUS, our God at our life.. so people can see Jesus in us..

Di telapak TanganMu ,tertulis namaku
Di dalam genggamanMu, seluruh hidupku
Sungguh bangga ku punya Bapa sepertiMu
Yang tak pernah melupakanku

Di Tengah badai hidup, Kau menemaniku
Di atas gunung batu, Kau bawa diriku
Sungguh bangga ku punya Bapa sepertiMu
Yang tak pernah meninggalkanku

Reff :
Kunyatakan Engkau Tuhan di hidupku
Tuhan di setiap ucapan dan perbuatanku
Kunyatakan Engkau Tuhan di hidupku
Tuhan yang slalu ku sembah di setiap nafasku

just give me your email address if you're interested about the song and i'll send you the MP3 file :)

GBU all...

Still Standing

2009-03-26T14:49:00.005+08:00

Currently i always listening to Israel's song titled "Still Standing"
in the middle of the song, he said something : (i just write part that i've heard)

"When i was a kid, i had one of those thing that you can punch it and it go down and it pop right back up because it was weighted on the buttom. (bla bla). So, this kind of still standing is, HE's hits me with HIS best shot, life is pulled all include on me, and i gotta bounce back in my spirit"

So, i hope, we all can make it (with our spirit), just like that bouncing toys..

Coz, if not for HIS goodness and HIS grace, we will never know where we would be today...

GBU :)

2009-03-24T16:18:00.001+08:00

Hi Grady,

My apology for the late reply. I had received the notification that our S Pass application for you has been rejected.

We really appreciate your interest in joining TeeONE. However, we are not able to proceed with the employment due to the rejected S pass application.

Regards
Pauline

The Answer

2009-03-12T13:51:00.004+08:00

Monday, 9th March 2009, after happy moments going to Sentosa with YRCs, i was thinking, is that will be my last day for Happy and fun? since i'm very stress worried about myself, counting the day, counting how long i can stand, etc etc...
That day, our Pastor, Omar Subroto, invites us to come at his house and having dinner together for all YRC (Youth) member.. while preparing to go, i'm quite lazy at home and do it all slow, suddently there's a call from not familiar number, and i was thinking nothing, just pick up the call, and they said they are calling from a company that if i'm not wrong i was applying there 2 months ago and i have 1 friend working there.. they ask me for interview on Tuesday (10 March 2009 @ 12pm). So i prayed and preaparing all things for that interview, some friends was keep encouraging me by call, SMS, etc.. very happy for that, and the interview process is very nice, this is the first time i feel "SO CONFIDENCE" while interview, the interviewer is very nice, and she said, from all the candidates, she likes me the most, waaa... first time also i feel so happy after interview, then she said she will give me a news by this week if shortlisted for 2nd interview..
so on Wednesday, i'm waiting for their call, but nothing, in the afternoon, Grace MSN me (my friend which working there), she's asking, did i got any call from Pauline? coz she said, normally if i'm shortlisted, Pauline should call me that day, or at least tomorrow.. then while nothing to do at home, Anita told me that she just read bible about Ayub (Job), and she said, the story is amazing.. so i just play the "Worship Project" by GMB at my iTunes, and read the bible (Job), and after 4-5 chapters, i saw my Gmail inbox, there's a new email and suddently i click it, and YES, it's about i was shortlisted for the 2nd interview (12 March @ 10am).. so at the moments i was very happy and calling jenita, sharing the good news :)
So, today (12 March 2009), i attend the 2nd interview, with happy face and the result is :
"I am pleased to inform that you have been shortlisted for the position as Customer Service Executive with TeeONE.

The company shall proceed with the S Pass application. Please take note that your employment with the company is solely subject to the approval of the S Pass application. "

So the Happy moments is continue.. makes me more happy, i knew the job will makes me keep working even on Weekend, and the location quite far, but this job is the thing that i've asked from GOD, and HE gives it at the Right time, so, all i need to do now is, waiting for my S Pass result, hope will get it soon and i will start back to normal working life :) so still praying hard for my S Pass..

and from this, i can make people see that our GOD is an awesome GOD, this is part of my friend's comment about me :
"Knapa aku bilang kamu gila....hemmm...sbenernya more to "gilaaaa...doa2 Grady djawab n puasanya ddenger...gilaaaaaa...tepat pada waktunya.." so His promise never comes late....whoaaaa...so cool...(not u!) seperti kata my new BF.."just have a little faith..." huhuhu michael... "

she's not a Christian, but she believes that our GOD is Good! :)
So for all of the result of my S pass, i surrender all to my GOD, and Yes! BY FAITH, i must say AMEEN! i'll get it! :)

ofcoz i won't forget to say thank you for all the prayers...
all the TLG members (Singapore, China, Indonesia), Jakarta Friends, Singapore Friends, and families... thank you for your pray, thank you for the fasting for me, thank you for the daily encouragements, thank you for always there for me while i'm feeling up n down.. and thank you for everything! :)

HALELUJA! God is Good all the time! :)

GBU all

Falling in love with Jesus

2009-02-23T15:39:00.004+08:00

Falling in love with JESUS, was the best thing i've ever, ever done...
These is a very simple Lyrics from Kirk Whalum feat Jonathan Butler's song...
While listening to this song, it feels like, makes me remember while the first time i've decided to become a "real" believer.. the first time HE touched me and makes me to falling in love with HIM, decided to surrender all to HIM and have a big Faith that HE will makes all things good for me :)
So, now, with my current condition, it feels like i'm falling in love with HIM again, HE knows what i need, and i believe, HE will always walks beside me..
JESUS, Thanks for everything, even i haven't get the answer for my main Wish, YOU already blessed me with lots of things, and special thanks for all the OLD and NEW friends that i believe it comes from you :)
So i won't complain anymore and will always walk with YOU...
WITH FAITH, i'll stay here! :)

Singleness is a Gift From God

2009-02-09T23:05:00.005+08:00

Talking about "Love"... :)
since now is February, there's a lots of topic about LOVE, so many people talking and thinking about it, all the Design and advertising things is LOVE topic..
The couples will planning some Romantic things, from Candlelight Dinner, watching movie, hang out or anything, as long as they can enjoy the romantic day :)
But now, since i'm still single, so i will share about "Singleness", hehe..
Yeah, sometimes the singles always kanchiong or lil stress while near Valentine's day, what's inside their mind is (not all of them) i'm single, but i still want to enjoy Val day, start by planning something with their single Friends together in a group, or dating any single friend,hehe, yeah, i was acting like that every ValDay, having dinner with my friends @ Tomodachi Surabaya, watching "Jomblo"(means "Single") movie at Jakarta, or eating KFC while at SG, haha.. sounds pathetic, and makes me keep thinking and asking, when i can feel the real Romantic Dinner with my Girlfriend or the one that i love? hehe..
But today, i've read something about Single, and it makes me feel happy to be single, at page 79, the book says : Any Season of Singleness is a Gift from God. yeah, the book is "I Kissed Dating Goodbye" by Joshua Harris. it's only about 1 page chapter, but yes, makes me feels like, God is always blessing me by being single, this is the Sixth season of my singleness and i've learn a lots of things from it, especially about Feeling and emotion..i'm not so sure, is the season will keep counting, or will ended soon, i don't really care about it, coz i know, HE already prepares someone for me, someone that maybe i already knew, or someone that i haven't meet yet, so now is time for me to keep following His Path and get ready for the Surprises of Miracles for me :)
So, for the Single readers, don't u worry about your single Status, coz it means that God is blessing you :)

Have a nice Valentine's Day, all! :)
GBU

GOD is GOOD

2009-01-30T01:50:00.003+08:00

I know You see us
I know You hear us
And You fill us when we pray
You understand us, See deep inside us
Translate tears and take them away
I'm a be honest, There are times
Your ways and method's, I don't understand
It seems so far, Tell me who You are
I know Your touch, but can't see Your plan.
I'm lost in this thing called life,
Left to me now feels right
It's Your turn now, I wanna be where You are

Hide me
Let me live behind You
Cause I need
Shelter from the rain
Remind me
The only way my faith can grow
Is when You let Your winds blow
You're making me stronger now, so rain,
Don't go away

I'd admit
It'd be nice
To have some light shine down on me
Especially,
When, Lord I shall be, You don't always let me see
It ain't easy,
But I'm trying hard to get out of Your way
To believe
That what You say
That my change begins today.
The road includes some pain,
And to grow you need some rain
And when it falls, I wanna be where You are

Cause there's some much I see
Needs to grow inside of me
In the fire I realize
Before I live, I have to die
Please believe me when I say
I can't waste another day
It's so easy to complain
But complain don't make a change
Not the victim anymore
All the things God has in store
If I ain't ready don't let the rain
Go away
Don't go away

He made me stronger now
She made me stronger now
They made me stronger now

This is the Lyric i've taken from Kirk Franklin's Song, "Hide Me", from album "The Fight of my Life"... I choose this song for Give Thanks to my GOD, even i haven't see any light yet, but i believe, He will show the best for me :)
He's the greatest God i've ever had, and yes, He's the only God..
He always provide me with everything i need, and yes, always ontime, even HE's using a new friend to encourage me, to send HIS msg for me..
GOD is GOOD... (now i realize how great is this words)

Stronger

2009-01-23T03:33:00.003+08:00

Thank you Lord...
Thank you for all the peoples that You've made to makes me remember that, You Still love me, and care for me...
Thank you for the first person that SMS me this morning, thank you for Jenita, Rachel WangYuFei and Widiya, coz they makes me stronger Lord, Thank you for the 4 mandariners that U've used to encourage me.. i'm so sorry for doubting You. now, i will surrender all in the name of YOU and faith in You..
Jehovah Jireh..You are our provider and You are more than enough..

going crazy...

2009-01-22T03:46:00.003+08:00

WEAK..
i think it's the best word for me...
Yes, i'm weak, i'm very weak..
i almost Cry everyday, i'm become very mellow, yes i know, so many peoples is still love and care for me, but, everytime i thinking about that, why does my heart always afraid, that i could disappointing them, now, i always appearing offline at MSN, seldom say Hi to some friends, not replying some friends msg/SMS while the fact i miss them, try to keep alone at home, coz sometimes i blame myself, i always said that i have a Giant Faith, while the fact, i always sad, worried, and always crying about my future, i'm a person without future, sometimes i tried to encourage myself, motivate myself, but it only temporary, happy for a while, suddenly sad and down again, even i Pray and cry and hoping for a big things, the time is always feels like chasing me and makes me afraid... i can make my friends be patient, encourage them and make them stronger, but, i cannot do that for myself..
everytime people asking me "how are you?" i still cannot answering that simple question, coz i'm totally not fine... maybe some of my friends knows quite detail about my problems, and i know, currently i still cannot solve it.. even getting worse day after day.. when people asking me, "what will you do after this". "what's your plan after 13 feb?" i still cannot answer it..
oh GOD, you know what inside my mind, you know that "those thing" still inside my mind if i'm still like this... i don't want to disappointed all the peoples that still care for me, but "what can i do, Lord.." what can i do.. even i cannot see a small light about myself...
should i live like this, should i failed and useless....
when i can be the "Yes Man", when can i be the Salt and Light, while currently, what i can see is only wide open windows from 10th floor of my room...
for all of my friends, thank you very much for everthing, currently i'm really2 feel so weak, if there anything happens to me, if i never replying your msg, or respond very cruel, makes you feels like i'm arrogant or leaving you, it's all because i feel like i'm the most useless person in the world, and i'm shame of myself.. i know, this words is totally not showing what a believer should do, but i really2 loose my soul and control..
thanks...
i surrender all............

Mandariners...

2009-01-12T13:34:00.003+08:00

Why...
We officially said Goodbye on 7th January, and sure won't meet up each others for quite long time, but why do i feel like hoping that you all still here, still remember all the silly things about you guys (oops, girls).. Start from my fave bullying one of you with the Ultraman Style, ducking or sitting down in the crowded and she will help me to get up coz shy/shame for others, one of them treat me like her own brother, one of them always like a small girl and always eat a lot (and very long time), and the last girl always act romantic to one of them and her Unique voice, "tinung tinung" haha...
and i still can't loose contact with all of them, 1 by reading her blog, 1 by SMS, 1 by MSN/SMS, and last by Email (very long daily email)....i start to realize can't loose them since when i'm visiting jakarta last December, 1 of them very diligent and reporting me their daily activities, so it feels like, i still with them..then, the moments before they back for good, i try to spend all my time with them since they still here..some more, they are the special one that gives me my FIRST Birthday Cake..
girls, currently, yeah, i'm still weak, still can't face the reality, we knowing each others only a few months, but all the moments with you, feels like forever..
I hope u all can finish your study immediately and back to Singapore again :D
and now, i have to be stronger, loosing you all is worse than loosing girlfriend (hehe), take care and keep in touch...
God bless you all...

7 January 2009

2009-01-07T23:10:00.004+08:00

Today...
a lots of things happened to me...
Today is the first time i'm not going home and waiting for the First bus to go home and reach home around 7am...
and today, is the moment that i have to say goodbye for my 4 mandarin Girls, i know them only a few months, but feels like we are so close each others, we quite open and close with each others, but, since they were here only for Internship working at Marina Mandarin Hotel for 6 Months, now they have to go back to their hometown and finish their last 18Months Study... Today is the day that i feel so sad inside the bus, coz i have to say good bye for 4 Friends of mine which won't back here again, even my Meimei only back for 1 month i already feel sad..huhu..but, God will never let us always feel sad, when i almost reach home, there's SMS from my biggest sister and it written "your nephew just born, weight&length later ya", waaaa, i almost Cry coz i'm happy, and the baby is Boy (last information i've got it was a girl), his Name is "Peter Tekadjaya". waaa, my first "inside" Nephew, his name is Peter,waaaa.... than another happy things is, i have another 1 month to stay here.. hope that the other Happy2 things will come to me, soon :)
For all the Mandarin Girls, thanks for everything, our friendship will last forever, keep in touch! :)
for my Nephew, welcome to the world, and sure, u steal my heart :)

My Greatest Birthday (so far)

2009-01-01T13:56:00.007+08:00

This year, i really2 thanks god for my 25th Birthday! (yeah i'm old now, huhu, it's okay, means mature,haha)
it start From 26 December 2008... nobody believes that my Birthday is 31st Dec, so some of them come to my Room 25 Dec evening (going to 26 Dec) and they prepare to surprising me at my Room (while i'm doing big business at toilet), so while i'm back to my room, suddently the door is Locked, and i've heard they turning on Lighter (for the candle) using Kitchen's lighter,haha... so i just go to Fridge, grab some Milk (meiji Coffee) and back to room, i saw 4 Innocent persons bring a birthday Cake with 2 pcs of candles and say Happy Birthday to me.. (haiyah...) actually i was disappointed, but there's a things that makes all the disappointed things gone, first, it's all because i love them all, 2nd, is from my long story, here's the story : since i was born, till now, i never get any birthday Cake, yeah, my X was made a cake for me before (when i was around before 20 maybe), but without any celebrating or candles and make a wish + pray, it was just a cake and (frankly, not delicious,haha) , so i never feel any Birthday Surprize like this, and yeah, makes me very happy :) They realize it wasn't my birthday while already prepared everything, it's okay lor :D hahaha... the point is, they still make it for me :)
(the four Person is : David my Roommate, Felice Nene, Stephanie Yapari, and Venty Utami, haha...)
Now another things about greeting before the DAY, some peoples start to Congratz me by Facebook's Wall, oh no, can u see at my profile that my Birthday is 31 Dec?haha :)
Nah, let me Start The Story at the Present Day (31 Dec 08), The first Person who congratz me is Jenita Darmento, my Cute Friend.. Thanks a lot Jend! and 4 Mandarin
girls calling me after Jend, hehe, now they just by phone, not surprizing me again,haha.., the sad things about those moment, my roommate haven't realize yet that it was my bday, he's too focus on Headset and Laptop,huhu, than finally his girlfriend remind him from MSN, huehehe... than, My MeiMei, Rachel Wang Yu Fei, calls me and Say Happy Bday and book my afternoon time before going to church, okay lor, since she will come to my house so i don't need to do anything,hehe... so in the afternoon, she comes to my house, lock herself at my room with David preparing something there, and finally, came out with a Cake and dark room + balloons :D She still gives me a Surprise, thanks a lot Meimei :) that is my 2nd Bday Cake for my 25th, but the First at the Present day :D so after we going to Church for service and i meet the Mandarin Girls at Esplanade with David and Ineke there, the Mandarin Girls (+ David) preparing something for me, another Birthday Cake.. Waaa, and this time is the Biggest cake (i saw the "secret Recipe" box quite wide), they close my Birthday with a big cake and oh what a surprize.. if i'm in the weak moments, i'll cry out happy :D
Thank you for my Jesus, coz i was wishing, quite poor wish, i was asking Him, i want a birthday cake for my 25th birthday, coz i never have a birthday cake ever.. and be carefull for what u wish for, our God is an Awesome GOD, i'm asking 1 cake, HE gives me 3 Big cakes,haha, i love you so Much JESUS! :D
and below is the Thank you List for my Friends.. :
David : My Roommate, even he don't know when is my Birthday, He always there at every moments, and he quite helps and active.. :) thanks for the PUMA CAP :)
Felicia, Venty and Stephanie : Three of them, the Mandarin Girls which is preparing my First and Third Birthday Cake, we just know each others (consider not so long) but i really2 Love Them very much, it feels like we already become Friend forever :D and actually plus 1 of their member, Agustina, so sad she's quite busy, but i know, she's also pray for me, and i love her to like the others :)
Ineke : hehe, at my Birthday, i don't know why, she looks more patient and wants to acc me to meet the others to Esplanade even the others is not agree to go there :D
Jenita : Coz she's the First Greeter at the Present day :)
Rachel Wang Yu Fei : My Lovely Meimei... Thanks for the advance gift (a t'shirt written blink blink "Jesus Loves Grady"), and the surprize things at my home, you will always be my Favorite sister :)
And last but not least, all of my Friends at Singapore (from BCS or non BCS), My Jakarta Friends (especially YOuth CWS and Remaja), my Fams (everywhere u are), for the greetings, i really2 appreciate it with all my heart, all your wishes, should be confirm by God,hehe..

Thank you and God Bless you @ the New Year 2009 :)

My First Bday Cake, i love u all :)
My 2nd Bday Cake from My meimei, Rachel Wang Yu Fei
My 3rd Bday Cake at Outside Esplanade

My Holiday, My Heart...

2008-12-17T19:20:00.004+08:00

I was going to Jakarta since 28 Nov 08 - 15 Dec 08, more than 2 weeks there..
First i would like to say Thanks for Dendy and Dandy, for all the things :)
and not forget the others, it's totally makes me happy, REALLY REALLY happy till now i still blank, since yesterday i arrived here, on the way to my place, i'm still blank and thinking all of you, guys..
Even you guys always "making fun" of me, talking all the things that only some persons can stand of it,hehe.. i don't know why, in my heart, you guys always at the priority place after my Jesus... Now, i have to back to Singapore, start my Real Life and Journey again, i know, those 2 weeks feels very fast, some more, some of you are quite busy, but i'm still thanking God for that 2 weeks, imagine if more than that, i will be more crazy coz of you guys, always bullying me :D
I Love you all, you you guys will always in my Heart...
GBU..
Long Life, CLUB Youth CWS KGP...
all the best for Jesus :)

First day at Jakarta :)

2008-11-30T01:48:00.004+08:00

1 day already at Jakarta...
First time reached the airport, i already Feel Jakarta's Traffic Jam, directly go to Church @ Slipi, my Friends serving there.. then yesterday also the first time i driving car again after long time not driving, Driving my Friend's car (Toyota Inova, Manual transmission). wah, first time already feel the Traffic Jam in the Highway, haiz...
but, my yesterday's Dinner quite Nice, get it from the Church, 2 Set of HOKA HOKA BENTO... waaa, i love it very much :D
today, i also first time back to my Jakarta Church (CWS Kelapa Gading), feels like back to old home, all my friends greets me and hugging me, i love them all, but still, they making fun of me and treats me like a joker, huhu...
Today my lunch is Chicken Noodle (mi ayam)+ indonesian KFC (the best lah), and dinner is Chicken Soto (Soto Ayam Pak Sadi)...
Tomorrow, will be the First time (for 2008) i'll become the Singer for the General Service (i was serving as a singer while at this Church) long time never serve as a Singer (at Singapore, i never serve as a singer, i only taking pictures,haha), they suddently ask me to sing for tomorrow, not at today's Youth Service, but tomorrow's General Service, haha.. hope i won't nervous for tomorrow :)
i quite enjoy my Jakarta trip, even just one day,coz it's weekend, dont know for the weekdays :)
Miss all my Singapore Frinds...
GBU

Colorful Sky

2008-11-26T14:57:00.004+08:00

Yesterday (25 Nov 08), the weather is quite nice, after these days Singapore always raining and not so friendly..
So i go to Sentosa island with my offday friends (Felice and Agus), we go there for playing Volley and relax...
then, i'm thinking, hope can get a good Sunset moments, since the weather quite nice and Sunny.. almost disappointed while stand by at the corner spot and the Cloud is quite thick and covering the sun.. yeah, as always.. i always got nothing while waiting, and found something while not prepared...
BUT.. something nice is making me "freeze" the sky is become so awesome.. the create a lots of nice colors.. (yeah, i have a problem with Colorblind, so i only can see 1 or two colors there.hehe)
so i just upload the pic here, and this is quite unique sky @ Singapore, and i believe, that's God's wonderful creation, He gave me something after i always waiting for something, and i believe, HE also will Give me something that i'm waiting now,hehe..

GBU :)

She's special to me..

2008-11-21T00:53:00.004+08:00

She's already 1 year with me...
can't imagine first time i bought her from SimLim Square (orient photo), i didn't get the leather case from the store,huhu..
she's always with me and always @ my bag, everywhere i go, as long as i bring along my bag...
even i already have my wife,she's always with me, she's always there for me whenever i need help with small size..
Thank you very much my dear Canon IXUS 860IS, you will always be the best Digital compact camera for me, even CANON already launched your younger sister IXUS 870IS, u still sexier and nicer than your younger sister for me :)
So sorry that i've killed some of your Pixels, makes your display is not so good anymore...but, your quality is still perfect for me..
Thank you very much...and i believe, so many peoples will thanks to you coz u already Catch and shot a good moments for them :)
GBU..

Family, Siblings

2008-11-01T14:37:00.005+08:00

Miss my family...especially my siblings..
i start to miss them now..
i was not so close to them, since we still live together (when i still study) we only speaking each other if there's necessary things, other than that, i just chat with my lil sister for a while... (we just close our self at our own room)
2005 i was going to Jakarta, seperated from them, i contacted them only when they are birthday, and only by SMS.. we seldom contacting each others..
Now, can't imagine i already 1 year @ Singapore, yes, i still FIGHT for MY LIFE, i only share and close with Friends, the first think in my mind is always Friends, family always at the 2nd priority..
but, to be frank, maybe i'm the one which more mature, or they all also become better, i start to contacting with my biggest sister by email, we share a lots of things, and her last mail for me, totally makes me suddently cry in front of office's monitor (till colleague sit beside me SMS and asking why do i cry,haha)..i realize that, i've forgot them for a long time.. now both of my sisters is pregnant, so happy soon i'll get 2 new nephew.. everytime i walk alone, passing the baby store, i always come for a while and thinking about my new nephew.. i love childrens... sometimes i SMS them just to remind them taking care of my nephew!
God, i hope U always taking care all of my family like You always taking care of me :)
i hope i can meet them, my target is Chinese New Year..
and i hope all of my family will become believer, so far only my both sisters and their husband..
Left to Right : My sister (Irene) with her husband (Carl Yutaka), My brother (Gunawan) and his GF (Desi), My eldest sister (Imelda) with her Husband (Hengky)

Ineke Inawaty 24th

2008-10-30T11:23:00.007+08:00

Happy Birthday to Ineke Inawaty! :)
This is her 2nd Birthday @ Singapore, i still remember, last year we dinner together 4 of us (Ineke, Darwin, Chika, and me) at Plaza Singapore and eating at Ajisen Ramen with her sad face (hehe) last nite, at least the person is adding 2 more, there's 5 guys (sounds like boysband) taking half an hour lost jurney to your house.. (me, Albert AK, David, Gheko and Heru)..
So will i still can joint the others to celebrate your next bday @ SG, with full of hope :)
Happy Birthday, my friend, you are the first person who acc me since i came here, you are a nice and Friendly person, now you're 24 (same with me,haha), my wish for you is should be the best and be more mature and nicer,hehe..
Eventhough you love my wife very much, you always make everyone's Camera full of your pics, and sometimes you can't control your emotion, you still our good Friend, always supporting and show us what is the real meaning of friendship :)
Keep active in serving GOD and friends! God bless you as always! :)
Happy Birthday! :)
more pics @ PICASA

Jenita Darmento

2008-10-28T00:52:00.004+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY to... JENITA DARMENTO....!!!!
:)
Wish you all the best!
GBU
(speechless...)
More : Pictures , YouTube

:)

15 November 2008

2008-10-24T13:22:00.002+08:00

15 November 2008 is my Last Day at MassPower (confirmed)
I am so Happy to hear that, is it?
hehe..after short conversation with the Boss, i suddently feel happy, just because he act like a debt collectors, ask me to leave some more must pay penalty 3 months salary without installment.. after i try to negotiate, he act don't care and just finish the conversation..haha..
a lots of people ask me to SUE this company or report to MOM, but, i don't want to make things worse, i just surrender it all to HIM..
So now, all i have to do is find a new JOB as soon as i can, i know, God will always guidance me and provide me, even i don't know i have to pay this company with what, but all i want to do is just Finish all things with this company as soon as i can, and put them inside my prayer list..
So 15 November 2008, is it will be my last day at Singapore also? no one knows.. only God knows this.. i will follow HIS path as always..
Like i've promised to YOU, LORD, any condition and problem that i've faced, i know it's all YOUR plans, and i will always walk with YOU and Worship YOU..

Canon PhotoMarathon 2008

2008-10-20T14:57:00.004+08:00

Last Saturday i was joint the CANON Photo Marathon 2008, that's Canon's 6th yearly photomarathon, and the participants is breaking Singapore's record again, Almost 1300, lat year was about 1000 (if i'm not wrong)
i woke up at 6am, and reach there about 7.30.. i go alone, so after reaching there and getting the 1st theme, while the others is running, duscussing and planning with their fellows, all i do is just silent @ outside suntec city, and start to SMS friends and calling for any help, haha..
1st Theme is "CHANGE", and one of the SMS replied and give me an idea about Changing duties, so my focus for the topic is looking for a father which carrying or take care their child (while normally that's what mother always do).. but since i'm a rookie, i can't found the suitable image which can express what i want..huhu..
So after taking pics, still have to Q for the Uploading pic process, each theme 1 pic only, but can u imagine, uploading pics, 1300 person, and only 20 pcs MacBookPro were serving..
2nd theme is "Dreams", this is worse, Easy Word, but Hard to get, i decide to meet Monica @ Orchard, coz i will so blank and since she's a photographer and nothing to do, i'll get some of her idea :) so we take a walk and hunting pics, first thinking to taking pictures of workers with a Glamour background, but we were stuck at Skatepark somerset and get nothing about Dreams, haiz, i was thinking not upload any pic, but i chose a pic that no link at all,haha..
3rd theme is "Freedom". people start to excited while the last theme were announced, they have a lots of idea, while me? some more monica, both of us in blank idea, so we decide to go not so far from there, only Singapore Flier, taking a lots of pointless pics, and lil desperate :D around 7pm, Bombie suddenly call me and ask : "where are you?", waaa, she never call me just asking for that, and why it was sounds like planned that i will meet her and the others, coz they also on the way to singapore flyer.. haha.. so i when i meet them (Melissa Bombie, Elisa, Devi and Jend), they giving me the idea for freedom, start from Jenita with the main idea, Bombie with her shoes, and Devi as a model,haha..
So adter taking the pics, i just go back to suntec with monica and submit the pic.. just because i feel so tired, i decide to go home after submit the pic.. i was missed something, they announce the Winner is that evening,wah.. even i know i won't win, but i'm so curious who's the winner.. all i know, the winner for the Freedom Theme is Herbert, one of Arifin's friend, last year He also won,he's good..
So i really enjoy that day, even very tired..
Thanks to Bombie, Jend, Devi and Elisa for your short time meeting me...
Special Thanks to Monica Lucius, acc me since afternoon,haha..
And thanks for the ideas by replying my SMS, i appreaciate it :)
GBU all

more pics at my Picasa

2008-10-16T12:50:00.003+08:00

When my heart is Crying...
My Faith is always makes me smile...
So, until when i can still Smiling behind my Cry
I Have Faith in YOU, and i believe, YOU will never let YOUR son dying...
Please God, make me still smiling, and show the world that nothing can saperate me from Your love...
Bad news just come, but i know, it is just to inform me that YOU've prepared the better one for me :)
Thanks LORD, anything happens, i just give my life to the Potter's Hand, My Creator..

Time for Silent... And Pray...

2008-10-14T12:13:00.003+08:00

My last day here will be 15 Nov 2008
They will stop paying me from now, coz for they called it "income tax" and somemore the 3 months salary for penalty...
Why all they think is only Money... feels like all i've done for them this long time is "nothing", while they need me, i always do all i can for them, even i have to using my own personal things, coz i trust them and treat them very nice, while this condition, they not even trust me...my colleague told me, "Nice Guy, die faster", but i don't want to believe that even i always facing that..
one of my colleague just called me and asking about what happen with me, he saw my face so sad and moody, he just makes me drop my tears (but i just run to toilet), he always care for me even i always bully him, i also care for him while he stress...
All i can do now is just, pray that God will always provide me and especially give me the new and better Job as soon as possible.. i believe in YOU, Lord, and i will always do!thank you for everything Lord, anything happens, i won't do such things out of You..

Sharing time..

2008-10-09T14:01:00.005+08:00

Today my eyes opened widely...
i have 1 female colleague (and consider the only one except Senior and Auntie accounts). She's kind of person that, you will never wants to have colleague like her.. Frankly, She's big (bigger than me, maybe aroound 85-100Kg, she's not beautiful, and somemore, she got mentality problems, she's so arrogant, kepho, always looking at people's fault, while the fact, she always do everything badly, she's always late, taking lunchbreak as long as she wants, speak louds and unpolite, easy to scolding, over confidence, the fact is she's just about 5months here.. All the office members always hate her, and i only can agree with the others even i never hate her like the others so much, i still always help her if she needs help and chat with her if she needs to talk. But, sometimes i also joint while the others talking a bad things about her, just because her character is totally make the others feel so uncomfortable..
but today, one of my colleague just told me, he said that he won't making fun of her again, because even she's so "Rude", she's still women, sometimes she feel so sad and pity, he said that, she was share with him and drops some tears... He helps me to open my eyes, how come as a Christian and i'm not so sure what is his religion, but he can have more peaceful heart.. suddendly he "smack" me, and i said i will support him, so start from today, i won't agree again if the others talking bad about her, just now one of my colleague MSN me and talking about her Clothes (because today her clothes looks like Rex Matrix), i derectly change the subject to lunch, hehe..

And the other thing also happen, my sibling told me a very BIG things happen to him/her this morning, always strong and Happy! :)

Talking about Chrismas, huh.. i'll start listening to Christmas songs now, and try to act like there's no one will leave Sigapore, like going back to hometown, Bali, or EUROPE!!! :(

GBU

The Cute Girl is Back

2008-10-05T23:09:00.004+08:00

JENITAA... Finally she's back to Singapore... i really2 miss her for this last 3 months, she was going back to her hometown for a long time, feels like 3 years, i always happy while she called me @ MSN or Gtalk while she's still at Jakarta, we always chat and sometimes talking about something till about nothing, she's so cute to me, i was shocked while in the morning i reach Church, some one called me with her Unique voice "ko grady!!", suddenly i'm so happy, i almost hug her, but now she's slimmer, i'm afraid she will loose breath after hugged,haha..
Welcome back Jend, we all missed you, you still crazy, u still have a LOUD Voice (feels like u bring along megaphone everywhere u go), and u're slimmer now, is it okay, coz i thot u not allowed to get slimmer coz of your healthy..Now, if we can hang out again if we have no friends to go like before :D haha..
GBU Jend!

Melissa's FA

2008-10-04T12:16:00.003+08:00

I join this FA 3 times already, even not yet confirm will fixed at that FA (Family Altar) / COOL (Community Of Love), i really feel welcomed there.. all the members are still studying, so they arrange the cellgroup's schedule at weekend (Friday, 7.30pm), and because of the Schedule, i decide to joint them, it's weekend, no need to worried will leave late, somemore, since the member still students, before 10PM, they already in the leave mode,hehe..
The FA have so many unique things, since the location is @ Omar's house, so they provide dinner for us, and it's not an ordinary dinner, can say, great dinner, so many foods and all nice,haha..then, since there's a kid live there, so we can find so many dolls, means, while sharing, we can hugging it :) and this is a combination between 2 Cellgroups become 1, so the member is quite a lot, and can say, in a progress of mixing each others :) Bombie is great, she can with full of patients taking care of them :)

Sushi Day

2008-10-02T13:04:00.006+08:00

Yesterday was a good Holiday for me..
Early in the morning i woke up @ 9am by SMS, that day's plan is Cooking time..
So the cooker is my sister, Rachel, she come to my house around 11+ then we start to cooking, kinda out of main plan, because i was thinking, while she's cooking, i can go back sleep again, but suddenly she start by asking me to peel off the Potato's skin, after that, she ask me to Grinding (parut) the potato become very small and soft. and i was shock that the potato mixed up with egg and flour and salt become my Breakfast, very nice. Nah, after the Breakfast menu, we decide to cook the main Menu, SUSHI! i never know that, my sister cannot cooking Rice, haha (same with me), so, the first time she cook rice, it was totally failed, looks like porridge, and the failed one is in Large portion, hoho, but, she's a brave and strong Girl, she try to cooking Rice again, in small portion and asking my housemate about the water level, this time can say, Success, and the most amazing thing is, the 3rd time she cook the rice (coz the 2nd one is too small portion), she never ask the others, just try to predict by herself, with some pray and wish from her mouth, this time, is the best rice for sushi :)
we make a lots of sushi, and inside the sushi rools, there is Salmon, Srimph, Sausage, Cucumber, Crabstick, and Mayo+chili for the sauce, Very nice and great sushi :) since we make a lot of sushi, i have a plan to deliver some sushi to one of our friend, Devi, because rachel said that she miss her very much, so after cooking and take a bath (thanks a lot for Lenny, she helps us to clean up the messy kitchen), we go the the CentrePoint around 7, because Devi is leaving from the job at 7pm, then we go to CineLeisure and taking some pics @ photobox together, finally we meet Devi's FA members @ Cathay and chats there, very fun even tired. Thank you very much sist for the day, the foods is totally nice, even this morning i still eat those egg and Sushi :) Now, the stocks is still a lot @ home, so prepare for the next Menu!,haha...
Pictures @ my PICASA
GBU

Our Canon Guns

2008-10-01T09:44:00.003+08:00

3 CANON Camera in our Room, IXUS 860IS, EOS 450D, and 40D (actually there's also have Sony T20, David's Compact Camera,hehe)

Start from Monday Evening (29 Sept 2008), my roommate finally confirmed as a Canon Believer..haha.. After a long time he thinking, finally he decide to choose the right path of learning Photography :)
We go to SimLim, asking for 3 models, Canon EOS 40D, Canon EOS 450D, and (haiz) Nikon D90. He decide to buy Body only (if Canon) and buy another lens with budget around $500, but, finally, he choose a lens with High Price (the Retail price for this lens is $1300), haha..luckily he get the KIT II package, so the price is not as High as buying 450D Body only + the lens.
so, soon, at BCS will have another new Photographer, i believe he have a sense of photography, and from the 18-200mm lens that he bought, he can learn a lot :)
GBU bro, waiting for your Gallery of Arts soon :)

Salt and Light of the World!

2008-09-25T09:11:00.005+08:00

Last Night, i decide to lock myself @ my room around 8pm (haha, since David is @ FA). So i Switch of the Light, open up the window, play some musics (i choose Worship Project's album from GMB), and decide to speak to my Jesus :)
i start with worship and directly pray..i can feel free, alone and speak up while praying..i really miss those moments, can feel so close with HIM, speak everything, and my heart feel so peaceful..i decide to pray not so long, because i'm afraid the other housemate will feel weird "what happen with grady?"... but i don't know why, when all my pray is done, and feels like Jesus already making me feel comfort, i cannot stop to worship HIM, i still sing with position bow my knee..until...around almost 2am, i just realize that i worshipping till i fall asleep, haha.. can imagine how my back feels so hurt..(still can feel it till now).
This 30 Sept, i already apply a leave day from office, i decide to go to Church and pray there, i really wants to do that since i met Lydia when i taking pics for Gunadi's wedding, and also my sibling always support me to do that. Confirm i will Pray this Tuesday, at least a few hours, after that, maybe will try to relax and enjoy the day :D (since the 1st Oct is a holiday,hehe)
From last Night's Pray, i got no Clear msg from HIM, but i'm sure, he said that "DON'T WORRY AT ALL, I will always provide you" and i don't know why, i'm more than sure that HE will makes me become Salt and LIGHT of the world! Thanks GOD! :)
Now, i don't want to be always weak, stay away from Devil and always Close to JESUS! :)

Make me Stronger, Lord

2008-09-24T12:00:00.002+08:00

Why do i still feel so blank...
Why do i still feel like walking in a circle building and try to find the corner..
Why did sometimes i totally loose faith and thinking about "instant" way...
Why it's all happens to me?
Feels like everyday i only listening to the sounds of timedBomb clicking and counting....
Why all i do now is just try to Close my eyes and don't want to see what will happen next...
Please Lord, make me feel "no worry", i want to be STRONGER! i don't want to be like this all the time... Show me Your way...
I know that while i'm worrying, U just smile and looking at me from there and talking inside your heart "I already have a great plan for you,son"...
Hug me Lord, stay close to me, i will be very idiot without YOU...
Help me to become your expected Friend, Son, Servant, everything...

Note : for the readers, thank you very much for all your comments, and supporting to me, it really helps me and i really appreciate it... i'm sure HE will form me and makes me to become Salt and Light in the world :)
GBU..

SIN Day

2008-09-23T00:17:00.005+08:00

Last Sunday (21st Sept 08), i just back from SIN, Super Import Night @ Expo (with David and Steven), it's something like a Great Car Expo with a lots of babes.. and if you come there, you will feel something different, don't know why, so many Photographers @ Singapore now, from all the visitors, can say 90% is Male, 60% of them is using DSLR Camera, the others is Compact/Mobile Camera... and they not Focus to the main Title (the Cars), but all is focus on the BABES, where u find Girls posing with a good Car, all the photographer will crowding there..(the crowd it more worse than MRT peak hour, strugling here there, haha). I take a lots of pics there (about 1 hour plus i snap almost 600 excluding from my pocket Camera,haha..). From the Event, there's 2 Girls that so nice for me, both from the same booth, MB Motor.. First is the Girl that makes all the visitors can't stop to shot her, yeah, she's beautiful, nice smile, and "looks" nice,hehe..the 2nd girl, she looks like 1 of my best Friend @ Jakarta, that's why while i'm taking her pics, reminds me to her..but she's also beautiful! :)
Thinking if i have a friend like them, and they are innocent and good christian, must be happy can get Models like that (Stop Dreaming, Joint NAVY!), but still, for me, my sister is still my best model! taking picture of her is always makes me happy, her expression is a lot, and True innocent smiles! :)
Some if the Pictures i've taken from the SIN, u can check @ my Picasa :)
Thanks and GBU

Softly Fired :)

2008-09-22T11:16:00.004+08:00

My boss just called me...
We do a short conversation...
The point is, He fired me in a soft language...
frankly, he can stand for more than 4 months about me is a miracle...(start from mid Jan till now)
I cannot perform in this company, he just like me because of my attitude or so called "good boy"
But, i'm starting realize, this Job is not suitable for me.. (i love the company, i like the boss, i like the colleagues, but not the Main job)
My boss is so funny, he gives me time to looking for another job...
He speaks very nice, even the point is i just fired...
i Don't know why, my heart still feel so peace, even soon i will be jobless..
Is it because i have a BIG FAITH?
or is it the time that i will be physically alive, but Dying inside?
Lord, i know You won't leave me, i know You will always provide me in everything that i need...anything happens, LORD.. I will always Bless Your Name, i will always worshipping You...even i have to die, i will always Praise You.
I surrender all my life into Your Hand..
Thank You, Jesus...

Fisheyed Punggol

2008-09-16T21:38:00.003+08:00

Saturday, hoho... that's the day for me to Hunting Pictures... i decide to wake up early in the morning, but i don't know why, this body feels so tired.. so i go in the afternoon (haha, lazy with excuse). I don't know where i have to go, even already inside the MRT, then while @ Dobhy Gaut MRT, i decide to go to City Hall, maybe taking some pictures before the F1 start 2 more weeks, but finally i alight at Marina Bay, haha.. but that's the moment of "nothing" started, i got nothing there, just walk2 and take random pics until Tanjong Pagar..so i decide to take MRT to Chinese Garden (hoho, long jurney again) i think i have a little time to hunting there, but... there's a lantern Festival, so we have to pay $16 to enter, while i only have 1 hour and the festival is in the evening, haiz..again i got nothing with long jurney... decide to bring back the lenses & Speedlight to Arifin (Queenstown) and from that, he ask me to go to Punggol, don't know why i cannot reject it, hehe.. so i go there with him and his 2 friends, they all are professional Photographers, my heart become small there,hehe...anyhow, the journey there is not a normal place, feels like untouchable land, swarm, jungle, river, all still lil natural, haiz.. makes me so dirty, and i taking some pictures, all using Arifin's Lens (Tokina FishEye 10-17mm), so, these are some of the pics, i quite enjoy it, even very tired and dirty :) thanks all..
GBU

You Will Never Walk Alone - Point of Grace

2008-09-11T11:01:00.003+08:00

Last night, one of my ex-client (now is my friend) chat with me at Gmail's Chat, we didn't chat for a long time because of busy each others, for intro, she's a Malaysian Chinese, working at Singapore, 1year younger than me, i never met her, even heard her voice, but all i know, she's very mature and so Christian, she profide me some Christian songs that i'm not so familiar (coz i like the Gospel Genre and she likes,hmm so called like Michael W.Smith etc,hehe). She attend 2 kind of church service, 1 is CHC (famous local church here) and the other is Stephen Tong's (yeah, indonesian Preecher and her fave). Last night, after i share a little, she sent me 2 new songs (new for me,even the fact is old songs), one is "Don't Worry Now" by Britt Nicole, and the other is below that i will write down the Lyric.
Frankly those 2 songs lyric is very good, and she knows that i need that song :) even sounds like "Liverpool's motto" or "gheko's blog title",hehe...

You Will Never Walk Alone - Point of Grace
Along life's road
There will be sunshine and rain
Roses and thorns, laughter and pain
And 'cross the miles
You will face mountains so steep
Deserts so long and valleys so deep
Sometimes the Journey's gentle
Sometimes the cold winds blow
But I want you to remember
I want you to know

(Chorus)
You will never walk alone
As long as you have faith
Jesus will be right beside you all the way
And you may feel you're far from home
But home is where He is
And He'll be there down every road
You will never walk alone

never, no never

The path will wind
And you will find wonders and fears
Labors of love and a few falling tears
Across the years
There will be some twists and turns
Mistakes to make and lessons to learn
Sometimes the journey's gentle
Sometimes the cold winds blow
But I want you to remember wherever you may go

(Repeat Chorus)

Jesus knows your joy, Jesus knows your need
He will go the distance with you faithfully

(Repeat Chorus)
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Anyone interest the copy of the song, just leave your email address, i will send it to you :)

Thanks a lot and God Bless You!

Current Complicated Life

2008-09-09T10:35:00.004+08:00

Life...huh.. what's life...
why we have to face so many problems at our life, can we just enjoy our life just like we want? can we get it all serve whenever/whatever we want/need. For eat, sleep and the other materials needs, we need to do a hardworking, we have to work extra to get it..even sometimes, we found that we're not suitable with our job, we still have to do our job even with a half,quarter or no heart in it..that's the problem of life, but not only that, there's still so many problems @ our life that makes us more stress and can't face the truth, about Society, about relation with friends, with family, with someone that we love...
Currently, can say, i face all those problems at the same time..the MOST Stress Moment @ my whole life, no future about my job, no girlfriend in my life, nothing special that i can be proud of, i already almost 25 years old now, but my life still so Suffering, even feels like counting the date to the END of all...
Frankly, i feel ashame about myself now, shame if i have to face my family,friends, and the others.. i try to always stay away from them, only some close/mature friends i can share about my life, but, they all never know that, sometimes, i feel like i want to do biggest sin @ my life..
But thanks God for giving me some friends that i can share with, 1 is a leader @ my church which stay not so far from my house, she gives/share me something that can motivate me, always makes me Feels like, i'm still Blessed, i still can get something that i deserve, as long as i can do that all in the name of HIM..the other is the one that i always called "Sibling", he/she always motivate me EVERYDAY! always reminds me that "how big is your faith?" , "if you surrender all to HIM, i believe that HE always have a special/perfect plan for us" , and the nice thing that he/she told me is, if i have FAITH in HIM, from now on, i must be happy, nothing to worried..(so sorry about this, i still can't handle it, but i promise,i'll Happy and not worry,coz HE already prepare all the good things for me), then, My Sister, she never knows the detail about my problems, but she always ready to hear me,and her smile, always makes me feel "so Relief". the other ppl who always motivate me is my brothers and Sisters @ Church, i believe, even i didn't share it to them, i know they will always support me, then my coordinator @ YRC, thanks for your advice even you're younger than me, i appreciate that, thank you for my roommate also, he always become a good listener, i always tell about so many things,even itsn't his business, but he always wants to hear and cheer me up :)
I ask a question to 2 person today, what will happen if in case you found out i do the "biggest sin"? 1 is my Jakarta Friend, he said, "can" , "can be crazy" hehe..(he helps me a lot by listening to my stories) and the other comment is my sister, she said she will punching me until i woke up,haha...
after knowing about that, i know that Jesus is gives me a lots of ppl which is care for me, so i wont let it Happen. I'll be Stronger!

Now all i can do is, Surrender all to my GOD, do all the best that i can, never Worry coz HE is my Jehovah Jireh (my Profider), and all things are Possible in HIM!!!!

Dear LORD, thanks for everything, blessed be Your Name, i know, the best is yet to come, please give me a strengh to face it all..

(temp Post)

2008-08-26T11:17:00.003+08:00

I am totally Stress today.........
Dear Lord, please, help me to handle it all...
i know i got it from YOU
and i know you have a special plan for me about this..
but now, i'm totally Stress, just because my soul is not in this kind of pressure things, and he always makes me feel so stress, normally i always cooling down the others feeling, but currently i totally cannot control it...
They can say a bad words about him, cursed him, but i dont want, all i want is just,guidance me,Jesus...
please LORD, i surrender all to YOU...
i hope i can cry out loud here....
but i don't want the others see i am (your Servant) is so weak...
Please LORD,guidance me as always...
Ameen

Hunting got Nothing

2008-08-24T00:17:00.003+08:00

If you see the picture above, what's that? is it a Nice Pagoda? hehe.. yeah, first i thot that's a good pagoda, but while i try to get closer, it's a place to put some "dust"/"ashes" from the Dead Body after Crematory Process.. coz i take it @ the Funeral..
this Hunting moment can say not a good time for hunting, i get nothing @ somewhere around WoodLeigh (NE11,in-active MRT line). Because the Cloud is so thick, and i never think it will be Rain.. i try to just walk and walk, looking for a good place until i found Funeral place, the place is quite nice, i think i can wait till the sun show up and have a good light for taking pics.But, i'm totally wrong, in the middle of the funeral,suddenly Heavy rain,haiz.. i have to stay at the Ashes building, no body there, and last night i just saw a horror moviw (4bia), oh no... all i do is only pray, sing a christian song (in my heart) and SMS my Friends, haha.. (sorry len). and those things makes me brave enough to stay for a while there, then i decide to walk (run) the the better place, and the place is the Crematory Room, waa, so many weird sounds and feeling there, but with Praying, i know, no bad things will happens :D so, when the Raindrops sounds better, i decide to go back home, i'm afraid will get sick, coz i'm totally wet,luckily my wife is save since i give her an AW (All Weather) bag, she's fine and dry there..

Monochrome Practice

2008-08-17T01:03:00.004+08:00

Last Thursday (14 August 2008), while on my MC day,hehe.. i decide to go with my housemates (David and Lenny). While they accept the offers, soon i decide to go to Henderson Waves, long time i want to go there, but i dont know how and when :)
Frankly the place is Very HOT while we were there,around 5 or 6PM, and we're located at the 36meters above Henderson Road... i try to take a picture in Monochrome there, and the results, i dont know how to say,hehe...this is some of it :)

Information :
Models : David and Lenny
Place : Henderson Waves
Taken by : Canon EOS 40D with Lens Kit 1 (18-55mm)

And below is some pics that i've taken Saturday (16 August 2008) at Chinatown, i go there with Lenny, because nothing to do on Saturday Night, while we were at somewhere near the Temple, so many Senior Citizen playing Traditional Chinese game there, game only for 2persons, but the thinker is a lot, they commenting each others, i dont know why they still enjoying that :)

Rachel's Holiday

2008-08-13T20:56:00.005+08:00

12 August is my Dad's birthday..so i feel very tired that day, not because celebrating my Dad's birthday,haha.. i only SMS him, and i got the SMS from my sist, Rachel :) anyway, i'm tired because i have to arrived home around 12+..going to Airport acc my sist, Rachel. She will back to her hometown for school Holiday, since i have nothing to do after office, and dont want to shopping again with David like the the day before,so i decide to acc Rachel going to airport :) First of all we still wanted to DIET, so skip our dinner, just meet up @ bishan around 8pm and going to Airport by train.. But, some one SMS me @ 6.26pm : "gege, im hungry. Wanna eat Subway". My reaction is just, HAHAHA...she decide to eat,finally :D so we meet @ bishan around 7.20 for get some Subway (our dinner). then directly go to Airport by MRT, meet Emka there and she say goodbye to him, they will meet again next year :) @ the train, we talking and chatting very enjoy and full of emotion, so all the way from Bishan to Changi feels just a short time..and, something shocked me with a sentence, "lets eat burgerKing, i'm hungry".. waaa, after we break our DIET rules, now she wanted 2nd Dinner, and she just said : our last Supper (hoho, not even 10PM, its dinner,sist) so we eat again there...untill both of us VERY FULL :D
after eating, we go to check in and the time is shows that, time for her flight :)
Take care sist, luckily not so long time, so dont forget, bring along your sister while back here,hahaha...always Pray everyday! and, while we meet again, both of us loose some weight :)
GBU
(complete pics @ picasa)

Rachel's Birthday

2008-08-06T23:42:00.005+08:00

Counting the moments for Rachel's Birthday @ Bishan,haha.. it was fun, she looks fresh after taking a nap for more then 1 hour, i have no preparation for her, the point is, she allowed me to get the countdown moments :) So, Happy Birthday Sist Rachel!(also your lovely mom, so happy have the same birthday) you already 19th now..i put some of the pics here, but not all, so many candid,hehe..Be blessed as always!
Happy Birthday :)
Pray and also Make a wish at her 19th
busy to answering the call, i remember it was Albert on the line :)
Blowing the candle after finish all things
since only both of us, i got the first cake, horray :D
i dress her crazy and she's enjoying it,haha..

Saturday Project with Rachel

2008-08-03T18:31:00.004+08:00

Yesterday can say my exhausted day, very tired. i slept only for a few hours, then woke up @ 6+ to prepared hunting picture, but that day i have a model, hehe.. she's Wang Yu Fei (Rachel). She said "how come my brother be alone? then if you can say sweettalk to me, i will consider whether i can get up from my honey bed...ha"
first think in my mind is, she's said dont drink sweettalk (pearl milk tea) to much, not healthy, but now she's asking for sweettalk :D then i said about healthy life and burn fat, finally she wants to acc me :)
I was waiting at Orchard MRT around 7.30 (as per spoken) then she just arrived @ almost 8 and she shocked me coz she take a Cab (taxi) to go there...i think better late then wasting money, thanks rach :)
We decide to go to Singapore Botanic Garden (coz i'm searching for a nice garden near orchard). since we both never go there, it's a common if we were lost,haha...makes us late to find and chasing the time,taking picture only a few minutes.. after that i go to church and praying,while she's sleeping at home.in the evening, while i'm still tired and she's fresh again, we decide to do a healthy life style, dont know that ideas comes from where, taking a walk from Far east Plaza till almost Esplanade(our first destination plan is Clarke Quay), and not in the direct way, kinda always lost and taking the long way (while the fact there's 1 shorter way from orchard road.yeah it was healthy fun and TIRED... luckily i always bring my wife, so while boring and tired, we just playing with her, some of the pictures i attached here, but the complete 1 is at my PICASAWEB .
Next, maybe will doing the healthy hunting pictures again, thanks a lot Rach for being my model :) and my trainer :( haha..
GBU

My Wife meets her Sister

2008-07-13T23:05:00.003+08:00

Today, 13th June 2008, first time i meet my Sister in law, she's my Wife's sister,She's younger, looks just like my wife, but she's fatter.. :)
Today i take some pictures my wife with her sister, they looks like Twin :) i hope they will hang out together more often later..
hehehe..
GBU

Welcome to North East Line :)

2008-07-13T01:55:00.004+08:00

Fiuh.. Long time no blogging..lately i always feel so tired, never get a long time Sleep, it's all because i'm in the process of moving to Serangoon!!! :)
I like this place, much more near everywhere, a lots of housemates, even they all student, they all friendly and fun, i have 2 Female Vietnamese, 2 Female indonesian, and 2 Male Indonesian housemate...all i know about them is, 1 male indonesian (Sam) will busy for NS (he's Singapore Citizen), the other 1 is my roommate (David), very patient and helpful coz of my STUFFS (thanks,haha), 1 Indonesian (lenny) is very nice, she always do so many things, and this morning, she shocked me with ironing my clothes (Very thanks,hehe), the other indonesia (Wilianty), She's kinda funny, slim and tall, everyday always at home, eat a lot, and watching Laptop, while in front of TV, she's always watching Baseball/Basketball show, haha...The other Vietnamese Girls, i need more time to know them :)
For the Moving Process, i would like to say thanks to : DAVID! (he helps a lot since he's my roommate), Albert (thanks for your help @ Saturday Night), Ineke (Visiting me twice here,and helps some of the cleaning today), Fei, and some peoples that i can't write their name 1/1 :)
Today i also very Happy, because, finally, Albert is CANON USER NOW!!! same 40D with me, but he got the better Lens (kit II), Welcome to the CANON world bro! :D
so many things new here, i just bought some stuffs share with David, he's a good Roommate, and we have a bad SHoppaholic habit,haha...
This is our building, 257 Serangoon :)
Market near my place, unique and there's 24hours SuperMarket there,hehe..(i like it)
This is my Room (after cleaned up), and David is busy,hehe..we just bought some of the stuffs there :)
At the top there, that is our Fish Tank, tomorrow we will buy Fist together as our Pet,haha...
This is Wilianty, She's watching the Baseball match @ ESPN with Chinese commentator, haha..

Last North Hunting

2008-06-28T09:09:00.004+08:00

Today i decide to wake up early again (around 5+) i go to Sembawang Park and searching for Sun Rise, i'm so excited coz today maybe is the last Hunting Day while i live @ Sembawang, around next week i'll busy to moving out :) too early to go there, i arrived around 6, coz the place is too near,luckily the Taxi Driver drop me to the Jogging Area even i already told him, "please drop me to the Beach, i want to take a Sun Rise Pictures"(try to not disappoint again with taxi's Driver, he cut the price 20cents at least,hehe), so i have to take a walk and find the way to the Beach..and again,i'm dealing with so many Fishers, and now is not just a fishers, so many Camps (tenda) there..so many ppl stay a night there just for fishing,and today there's another 3 Photografers except me,hoho..
i only got a few pictures, and go back around 8..now i want to sleep,try to enjoy my Saturday,haha...
GBU

While waiting for the SunRise and kinda Desperate,, i just doing random shot,hehe..
This is the View behind the beach,haiz..so hard to find pure Nature View @ SG..
I found this Honda Fit @ CarPark, and something makes me want to Shot her,hehe..

Take Care, Jend!

2008-06-22T17:09:00.003+08:00

One of my "cute" friend will go back to her Hometown (luckily not For Good) for about 3 months start this Thursday...Jend, jgn lama2 ye,tar lu bisa lupa ma kita2 soalnya 3 bulan berada di daerah tanpa listrik dan aer bersih,hahaha...
Take care ya jend,jgn nganggur doang tuh 3 bulan, lakuin smua rencana lu itu,keep on touch (walau gk ad listrik,tetep). oke!
Take care and God Bless you always,rajin ke greja ya, kl gk ad greja yg tetap,lu ke greja gw aj, di CWS Gading,hehe.. (kl serius tar gw kasih contact person nya,oke!)
we'll gonna miss you for this 3 months, and Singapore will become more quite and peace :D

My Saturday Morning

2008-06-22T00:44:00.007+08:00

First, i decide to wake up @ 5.30,go around 6 by Taxi to take some shoots of Sunrise Pictures...but, what i got is,Lost @ somewhere i don't know, construction area, the view is directly to Johor, and no bus/taxi available,huaaa,blame the taxi driver! i ask him to go to Yishun Ave 1, Lower Seletar Reservoir Park, and he drops me to somewhere unknown place, and it was still dark there :( then i dont know which way the sun will rise, i decide to take a walk,after a long walk, i'm looking @ the moon then i look @ my back,oh no...wrong direction,huaaaa... so i start to desperate and waiting for any taxi,huhu..lucklily after 2 taxi,the 2nd 1 wants to drive me to the Park, so i just go there and take randomly pics, i dont want to waste my morning and almost $15 for the taxi fare :( i cant found any photographer around there, while that place is recommended place for Sunrise @ SG, all i can see is Fisher (lots), Thai Chi uncle, dancing auntie, and some runner/walker @ park,fiuh....
then i decide to go home around 9,but while i'm crossing the street, i remember there's another small park there, and yeah,no good view there,just small park for ppl wasting time..but i found something interest there, so many ppl around teen age(more than 10) they're everywhere, reading a Bible and some papers, seldom see things like that :) so i go home after that, while @ Kathib MRT i found Shop n Save Supermarket, and i found VitaSoy Melon & Taro flavored, i bough each 6pcs :D i like Soy drink so much,hehe..

These are some of the Bible Readers.. :)

Saturday @ Sentosa

2008-06-15T23:44:00.011+08:00

Saturday evening...joint my friend (arifin) for taking a Prewedding Pictures..actually it is not a prewedding picture for me,coz they already married here, they's taking picture for preparation their wedding party at China (John's hometown), i just taking a picture from a distance and try to not disturb the main Photographer,hehe...got so many lessons and experiences, thanks to John and Lissi, Arifin and his assistants :D so sorry to my sibling, while i'm having fun with my wife, u just staying @ home,thanks for always supporting me everytime, and help me choosing the pictures :) but since i can't editing the pictures, will you do it for me later?hehe...
GBU

The Real Pictures from the real Photographer,awesome, Click Here

a Night with her

2008-06-10T21:08:00.006+08:00

Taking a walk at Night @ Sembawang with my wife, looking for something or some moments that we can take together, but,huh, nothing interest in here, quite dark, the ppl not so interest, nothing special from them, and finally go home with nothing, i just only get :then, i decide to searching and look around,can get any good things :( maybe i have to spend more time with my wife at somewhere more far and so many good things :Da Silent Chairs..
Affair between maid and the "uncle",dog is the witness :D

First Experience with my Wife

2008-06-09T10:30:00.006+08:00

First day playing with my wife, she ask me to carry her all day, she's to shy to meet my friends in the morning, so she decide to show off her face while @ Esplenade. But the waether is not so good, so we cant get any good things, and since we're a new couple, we still learning each others :D thanks for the "models"
GBU
(this is some of the result, no Edit at all,coz i cant,hehe..)
This is Singapore in Green,hehe..
My only Models,hix.. haha...(where is Gheko?) :)

My Wife

2008-06-07T16:34:00.005+08:00

Introducing my wife to all of you...
I'm falling in love with her since she was born, we can say, Love at the first sight...
She's so Beautiful,ppl always looking at her with a big hope to get her, luckily today (7 June 2008) i dare my heart to say how i feel to her, and she's accepting me to be her husband.. i hope with our love, we can get so many good/great things... Thanks for all your support for me to get her, Arifin, Albert, my Chat sibling, and all of you (so many names that i can't write it one/one), thank you very much... God Bless You all...

Relationship

2008-06-05T14:25:00.003+08:00

Relationship, mungkin gw blom layak buat ngomongin ini,secara gw pacaran cuman 1 x and itu bisa dibilang gagal total,hehe...
but ad something yg pengen gw sampein dalam ngePost ini, gw cuman pengen, kumpulin pendapat tentang "berpacaran" yg kiranya "bener" and cocok..
Jujur aj, hal paling susah buat di bentuk adalah Cinta, dan Cinta juga merupakan hal yg paling susah untuk dilupakan..maka dari itu,banyak sekali orang sangat merasa bahagia sekali setelah isi hatinya terungkap dan terbalas sesuai keinginan.. hati serasa berbunga2,hidup serasa sangat bahagia,bahkan mungkin akan timbul kesaksian2 baru and ungkapan "i'll never forget that moment,forever", ce ileh...
Tp, nyadar gk sih,dengan besarnya rasa cinta and sayang itu,maka akan timbul banyak hal baru yg kadang bisa bikin and mengarahkan kita ke arah yg negatif? (ini gk berlaku buat smua loh)
semisal, setelah berpacaran, banyak yg akhirnya mengambil tindakan (gk smua loh) Dunia serasa milik ber dua, kl lagi di jalan (palagi di Singapore ini) bermesraan sepanjang waktu,setiap saat,seakan2 kl jauh dikit sang pacar bisa ilang di tiup angin..tiap hari kl gk ketemu (ato di usahain) bakal serasa waktu berjalan begitu lama,kesedihan melanda...tiap hari kl gk contact (telp ato SMS) rasanya sang pacar ilang di telan bumi,ato parahnya lagi bakal mikir,"jgn2 dah gk sayang","jgn2 dah ad ce/co baru".. Tiap hari even dah sering ngeDate,tp tetep bertindak se akan lama tak jumpa,bila perlu pas ketemuan langsung berpelukan sambil bernyanyi and menari bak pilem india, banyak sekali tindakan2 yg bisa dikategorikan "OVER" akan terjadi pada saat kita sedang berpacaran..tp itu semua msh dalam tindakan wajar (apa lagi pasangan baru), akan tetapi kadang suatu hubungan dalam berpacaran juga bisa membuat kita menjadi BUTA! buta akan mana yg bener,mana yg salah, buta akan mana yg dosa,mana yg tidak, buta akan mana yg cantik/ganteng mana yg jelek, and buta segalanya... sampe2 timbul kata2 "i can't live without you" itu kata2 terbodoh yg pernah terngiang, jd dalam hal ini, Tuhan sudah menjadi kategori ke 2,bukannya seharusnya kita yg bilang "i can't live without YOU" ke Tuhan, bukan ke pasangan kita yg msh kategori pacar...
Kadang berasa geli juga liat pasangan yg over serius, bukan artinya kita harus maen2 dalam berpacaran, tp siapapun pacar kita,kan blom tentu dia itu pasangan hidup yg disediain Tuhan buat kita selamanya, jd akan lebih baik ada batasan2 tersendiri, soalnya sekali kita mikir dia adalah pasangan hidup kita selama2nya, kita akan semakin menutup mata dalam sgala hal (it was happened to me before) :)
Nah ada juga kasus yg berpikiran bahwa, akan dapat merubah pasangan nya menjadi arah yg lebih baik, tp entah kenapa,akhirnya malah dia yg terseret ke arah yg lebih buruk, dalam hal ini pihak dewasa malah menjadi tidak dewasa, krn smuanya dibutakan karena (they called it) LOVE....
Banyak juga kasus orang2 yg setelah berpacaran,teman2nya pada ngilang (tp ad yg makin banyak malah,hehe,salute) coz mreka mulai berpikir, kl temen itu tidak dibutuhkan (secara gk langsung) and otomatis hubungan pertemanan makin renggang, padahal,sekedar info,sahabat itu adalah yg bisa dibilang sejati (for me loh).
and 1 lagi, boleh aj kita berpikir kl pasangan kita adalah orang paling ganteng/cantik bagi kita (itu bisa ngebikin rasa cinta kita tetep terjaga) tp jgn terlalu sering2 memuji pasangan kita ke orang2 kl memang kenyataannya gk seperti yg kita pujikan,takutnya malah orang yg mendengar (orang yg tidak dibutakan) merasa geli,ato kita selalu merasa orang lain jelek smua,pasangan kita doang yg cakep,entah itu bo'ong ato beneran,hehe (it is oso hapenned for me before)
any comment dari pembaca tentang post yg ini? saya hanya berusaha menyampaikan perasaan hati aj,hehe...
gw cuman mau sampein, pacaran itu bagus,tp jgn sampe berubah (memburuk) and sgalanya dibutakan krn berpacaran,soalnya hal ini banyak terjadi ke orang2 sekitar gw...
mending sering2 denger lagu "Open the eyes my my heart" huehehe...
GBU all

MC day...

2008-06-03T21:45:00.004+08:00

Yesterday (Monday,2 June 2008) i was very sick,running mose,bad flu,crying all day..then i decide,if i woke this morning and still feel not so well,i'll take a MC..coz i oso afraid that other Colleague will infected..so while i woke this morning,i still feel something running from my nose, i confirm my MC by SMS to my colleague.. then i sleep again, till about 8.30,wow, i feel much better,chatting for a while, clean up my room and doing all thing that i cant do while working days,haha... but the problem is,i have to take MC from Doctor,and i feel so healthy,sigh... luckily while i explain the truth to the doctor,he just understand and write some medicine for me,hehe..but after that, i have to go meet Ineke @ Ang Mo Kio,hix,she caugh me taking MC and she knows i'm fine,so i have to come to AMK Hub,huhu..while my plan was sleeping again,hehe...
I feel so happy while MC,can lunch free, and then watching a movie after that (Indiana Jones) haha so fun,meeting jend after the movie,then we play Monopoly @ cafe there,quite fun, feels like i really2 enjoy the MC day,hehe... Tomorrow i have to back Work,enough for the Fun things!back to WORK! :D
Thanks for Ineke and Jend,and sorry for 1 of my fren, i cant acc you for chatting,next time would be good, thanks for some advice about the MC,hehe.. :)
God Bless You!

Lonely...

2008-06-01T01:45:00.002+08:00

Huhu...
kinda feel lonely lately, maybe coz this almost 6years and still counting single status :(
sometimes. i still remember the moments with my "non real Girlfriend", it was about 1 or 2 months before i came to Singapore, i have 1 fren from Jakarta, we're so close, and we realize about our feelings while i already moved to my hometown,then we decide just caring each other only by text or phone,yeah,such a pathetic, but to be honest, i really feels lil happy while that moment, we can chat and talk about good things, caring each other, and she always support me while i decide to go here, even i called her almost everyday, the stupid thing is, i never realize that our relation is not a "real" relationship, we just single and like each other,nothing more,hehe..
then, she ask a permission to stop those things about 3 or 4 months ago, i know it will happens, but dont know why, i feel so sad after that, but i feel so happy oso,coz finally she found a good Real Boyfren instead of my,virtual,haha...
i wrote this blog coz yday i meet a girl @ MRT,she looks just like her,sweet (only 1 "lesung pipi"), and i start to remember all the happy moments with her..
maybe some of you know who's the girl that i mean here, but please no publication, i just want to share my feeling, and i would like to say thanks to her, coz she shows me something and delete all the trauma things about relationship :)
Now, i believe that God also preparing someone special for me, so,all i can do is just Pray,do my best @ my life and waiting for the God's Gift :)

God Bless You all...

My Another weekend :)

2008-05-26T10:18:00.002+08:00

I'll start my weekend from Thursday Night...so i'll feel the long weekend :)
come to one of my friend's Birthday party @ Newton..her name is Becky!already 20years old now..the party is fun, so many delicious Foods there,good location, so many friends oso,quite fun lah..and how poor is the birthday girl,slap by a cake and pushed to the swimming pool :D Thanks Beck and Happy Birthday :)

Now is for the Friday, after work,totally confuse,what will i do for my weekend night, SMS and Asking Jend,but she oso confuse..then i decide to go to Hougang Mall, meet my frends there while working and helping Lena.. :) even i feel so tired, i cant sleep at night,so i start to sleep aorund 5am,hix..what a hot room...

Saturday, the day when i start to waste all my stamina and power, going shopping with my cousin from Surabaya, and we bought so many clothes etc (blame the Great Singapore Sale,huhu)..

And on Sunday, me and my cousin attend the Sunday Service @ Hyatt (BCS) the service is very good, there's a girl singing 2 songs, i'm falling in love with her voice leh,she sings with full of worshipping heart, what a talented girl.. and the preacher oso really good,a believer Jew, he's serious,quite fun,and the msg is very good :) while leaving the Church, i want to say hi with 1 of my fren, and she intro me to her mom, then me and my cousin got a same respons,is that her mom?coz she looks so young,haha.. but still, i know coz already saw the pic @ FS :)

Now the jurney of shopping and wasting Energy starts again, start with Eating Hainamese Chicken Rice @ Far East, then going to all the mall @ orchard and shops again,bringing so many shopping bag, eat a lot, and always walk..

at nite i can start sleep maybe around 1am, with a body condition very Exhausted, i really2 wanted to MC today...but after i try to speak with myself so many times,dont be lazy! and i dont want to lie,so now i'm at office :D

now we have to do our activity back to normal again...
Have a nice Monday everyone!
God bless your day!

Manchester United, Congratulations!

2008-05-22T10:40:00.004+08:00

Congratulations for all Manchester United Mania! we got 2 Big Trophy for this year,
English Premiere League (EPL)
and
European Champions League :)
the other good point is, Man Utd beats Chelsea for getting those trophies..the Biggest Rival since last year :)
And i believe that Man Utd's Winger, Christiano Ronaldo will gonna be the World Best Player of the Year.. he's not a striker, but he's Top Scorer @ EPL and oso Champions league,he's so Awesome! playing like dancing,full of confidence, he's Current Best Player :)
Viva man Utd.. :)

Great Sunday

2008-05-20T09:37:00.003+08:00

No need so many comments bout this event,all i can say is, i like this event,good decor,good perform,everything goes well,the problem is only ppl thot that the event will start @ 11am,while the fact is 10.30 :)
dont know why,i like if the Church situation is Dark or less light, coz while pray and worship HIM,we can feel so close and Private with God, and one of my friend oso agree about that,what about you? :)
But, i oso wanted to say something,maybe that's the last YRC Sunday i'll attend, doesn't mean that i will never come again,but maybe not as active as before, there's some private reason. i will still go to church, i'll attend the General Sunday Service 10.30 at Hyatt :) gonna miss you guys, but still i really2 miss to get more closer with my Jesus..
hoho, now is the time for another great Sunday, after the service, we go to Far East Plaza,eating Thai Food with David's FA (me gheko and Ineke are intruder,haha), then we go to SMU, going to cafe and playing Taboo,that's quite fun leh..
After all those happy moments, we all ending our Sunday with a great moments :

GOING to Michele's Birthday at Marriot :) there's so fun there, eating Buffet dinner together, meet Michele's family (she looks like her mom) and chit chat and taking picture together, Happy Belated 16th Birthday Michele :) Thanks a lot..

Now i only pray that i can Change everything about me to be a better and better, i have 1 friend to share about my plan, and no 1 knows who is he/she (in case u know it, don't tell it to public,hehe)

now,back to working life, we wont get any holiday again till Ramadhan :(

God Bless You all...

My weak weeks :)

2008-05-16T20:48:00.008+08:00

There's a moments that we very thanks God for all of our friends, they all prepared by God for us to cheer us up,growing up together and hold/support each other to get better in all things :)
but, sometimes,if we're hoping too much from our friends, they could disappointed us. and honestly,GOD wants us keep our hope in HIS hand, not from our friends..
i kinda feel these feelings lately, i put all my hopes to my Friends, even sometimes i always think that i dont need GF, coz our friends can always fill our emptiness heart with the friendship..i always forgot that, so many times i've been disappointed by friends..there's limitation. but this last 2 weeks, those things really2 open up my eyes.. and maybe that's part of God's plan to open up my eyes, i must put all my Hopes and dreams just in the name of Jesus...some of my friends flykite me, some of them stop sharing things to me, some of them disappointing me from Hero to Zero, some of them don't care about how i feel, and many things, and luckily, it's all happening together in all these last 2weeks(while today is the top points)..i was thinking that i was so sensitive and down, but after i try to open up my eyes widely, it's all signs that i have to change, change everything..(some of my friends from jakarta ever notice me about this one,but now i know the real/fact about that)
but i thanks God that,while i really2 feel so sad, HE still give me some friends to help me keep got the spirit of life, they cheer me by Chat,blog, and SMS, thanks guys, i wont write your name,but i know u'll realize it :)
so From now on, maybe i have to be lonely again, more close with my GOD and less hangout with friends, i won't attend FA for a while (coz while FA, what i look is only friends, and thats wrong).or maybe i have to stop attend the YRC and move to general Sunday service (some advice) we'll see later..will decide after tomorrow's event, while i can't pull my self from that,even the fact is i cant done that with condition like this...
all i want is to be better and not weak anymore...

GBU

Buffalo Gathering

2008-05-13T11:18:00.003+08:00

"Buffalo Gathering" actually there's no meaning in english, but if u translate it i Indonesia, that's a famous things :)
i get this words from my friend's t'shirt (dandy), he get it from Retro store at jakarta,hehe..
There's so many question about this "things", people always doubting about this. and the main problem is only, "Buffalo Gathering",SIN or not?
What is the definition about this? is it only for a couples (non married) live together in the same room? or it's for ppl who like to sleep together in the same room and doing "those things"?
but, since the main is "at the Same Room", nobody knows what happen inside there? are they only together, watching or playing something there (movie/PC), sharing something private, or till the "TOP" level? can't judge it only from outside the door :)
But ppl is always thinking and curious (kepho) about all things, sometimes Gossip will be so mean..even actually,the truth is,nothing happen inside the "together" things..
some of the victim got their own reason, maybe they want to save money by live together, or cant live alone coz of personal reason...and so many reasons they can give to clear up the bad things...
But, lets talk freely, if a couples live together (sleep) @ the same room, is the "eros" (Passion/desire) side can control them? lets say the girl is ugly/fat,not sexy, will they still can control "it"? we can test it from cat, no cat will reject Bakkwa (bbq meat/dendeng), even the bakkwa is expired or not delicious (i hope u all know what i mean with this cat things).
Speaking about religious, there's a rules that,couples can't live together @ the same roof (actually i kinda disagree with it), so means same Room is worse..Because we have to Keep our "sacredness".

from that, all i can say is Buffalo Gathering is SIN. (but it's just my opinion)
and dont u ever Negotiate with God about "SIN", if u think that what u do is wrong and SIN, just forget it,yes, nobody's perfect,but we have to be as perfect as we can, so He will proud of us as His own sons :)

God Bless You all :)

(do you feel this blog is no points? i think its kinda,just try to speak,hahaha)

Hillsong United, The I Heart Revolution

2008-05-09T22:34:00.003+08:00

Just bought this CD on Thursday evening, for you who love Hillsong and expecially their Youth (United), u must buy this CD, this is kinda their "gratest Hits" album, because it's all (30 songs,2disc) live recorded from their World Tour, even they oso add "Tell The World" while they're concert @ Jakarta (yeah,i was there at the concert,i late and miss 2/3 songs,hix). but the only problem is all of the songs is Live Recording from thier concert,so the sound Quality not VERY GOOD,as u know,hillsong's genre is Rock...but not bad lor, even every song is come from different country, they make it like nonstop concert,with using some simple instrument between each song :)
so guys, dont miss it, or u want to wait for the DVD,they said Available soon :D
GBU all

When God Made You

2008-05-07T21:20:00.004+08:00

My good fren just sent me a good song, and i like the Lyric very much, this is a Gospel song, but very romantic... :)

Newsong feat Natalie Grant - When God Made You

It’s always been a mystery to me
How two hearts can come together
And love can last forever
But now that I have found you, I believe
That a miracle has come
When God sends the perfect one
Now gone are all my questions about why
And I’ve never been so sure of anything in my life

Chorus:
I wonder what God was thinking
When He created you
I wonder if He knew everything I would need
Because He made all my dreams come true
When God made you
He must have been thinking about me

I promise that wherever you may go
Wherever life may lead you
With all my heart I’ll be there too
From this moment on I want you to know
I’ll let nothing come between us
And I will love the ones you love
Now gone are all my questions about why
And I have never been so sure of anything in my life

Chorus:
I wonder what God was thinking
When He created you
I wonder if He knew everything I would need
Because He made all my dreams come true
When God made you
He must have been thinking about me

Bridge:
He made the sun
He made the moon
To harmonize in perfect tune
One can’t move without the other
They just have to be together
And that is why I know it’s true
You’re for me and I’m for you
Cause my world just can’t be right
Without you in my life

Chorus:
I wonder what God was thinking
When He created you
I wonder if He knew everything I would need
Because He made all my dreams come true

Tag chorus:
He must have heard every prayer I’ve been praying
Yes He knew everything I would need
When God made you
When dreams come true
When God made you He must have been thinking about me

is the lyric very "touch"?hehe...
if you interest about the Song, just give me your email address, i will send it to you :)

God Bless You all :)

What a HOT days...

2008-05-04T20:53:00.002+08:00

Lately, if you live @ Singapore...u'll realize something weird..the Weather is totally HOT..."they" said that it can reach 34 celcius degree...oh my...that's HOT...
and luckily we live in a country that already have Electricity,means we can Get AirCon or at least FAN, even @ office,class,MRT,bus,etc...
BUT...since 2 days agoo, there's a problem with the AirCon @ my room, i set the AirCon quite cool,so i sleep very nice,but i woke @ 4am and totally sweating..i dont know what i have to do,coz still midnight, so i just set the temperature cooler and sleep again...but i start to realise it while going to office,that's the moment i'm totally AWAKE :D so while i go back to home, i try to turn on the aircon again,and feels cold,that's good,hehe..but it only 1 minutes,than it's warm again...so i called Darwin (my landlord,hehe), i said that there's a porblem with the aircon,and he said that he's aircon oso..oh no...
than darwin decide to take the Fan from the living room,coz i cant sleep with fan oso, and try to sleep with the blowing from the aircon (not cool at all..), i always woke every half hour coz sweating,then i moved my mattress to the carpet on the floor,decide to sleep there, near the aircon's blowing,but still,cant sleep,can u imagine sleep while steamed..
today after church i try to sleep, but i cant,so i just move around,take a bath (hope it's helps) and now i'm writing this blog with sweating :( cant imagine how's my sleep tonigh,while i have to wake @ 5 tomorrow coz i have to work @ 7am,HELP me...
everytime i feel this situation,i always imagine my room @ my hometown,it's totally cool and good bed :(
i hope the aircon will fixed ASAP,darwin said that he will calls the technitician,but he's still not hoem till now,while i feel like burned here..
what a "HOT" :(

Japanese Curry :)

2008-05-02T11:05:00.002+08:00

My Wednesday Night is not "doing nothing" like i've predicted before,hehe..
I meet Devi and Elisa @ Orchard and we going to buy some stuff for cooking,hehe..
and the Menu is JAPANESE CURRY, sounds Delicious,but the problem is, this is Elisa's First time cook it, so we (me and Devi) become the tester :D
and the result is, it's a good food! even without Margarine and "bombay" onion :D
coz i'm handsome and the kitchen is small,so i just waiting for them cooking,hehe...
but after dinner, i have to do the Wash clean up :D that's my best skill for housework,haha...
Thanks for Elisa and Devi, invite me and cook for me..and oso special thank to Devi,coz always reminding me about the Dropping camera :(
Luckily i can get the MRT train while going back :)
GBU all....

Labour Day..

2008-04-30T10:14:00.002+08:00

hoho, tomorrow is a Labour day.. means HOLIDAY :D
so Tonight will be a long night..but i don't have any good plan for tonight,coz some of my friends is attend the LeaderShip Camp :( i have a Back Up plan, maybe will call the other friends and hang out,hehe..or, watching DVDs @ home,enjoy the lonely moments as usual :(
but it's okay, i have a great plan for tomorrow :D
i will honour the Labour Day with Clean Up my Room,haha... coz my room looks like breaking Ship (Kapal Pecah), so many stuff here and there..hopefully can clean up my room in only a few hours :) than, if i still dont have a plan in the afternoon,maybe try to enjoy it with take a nap :D
Today i got a good news, Man Utd just won the Match VS Barca,means will go to Final meet Liverpool/Chelsea,hehe..
And thanks to Devi, she just helps me to call an agent about opening room @ Braddel,hehe...
God Bless You all...

weekend time :)

2008-04-20T19:30:00.003+08:00

It's weekend story time :)
Friday Night, i'm going to CityLink for taking dinner with 4 members from David's FA, Jenita,Devi,Elisa and Cui2..eating LaMian and we're going to Esplanade for Friday Night chit chat,hehe..
Saturday, the Best day for refreshing, wake up on 10am,then going to Pulau Ubin with the Friends, so many ppl can't joint us,but even only 7 of us, we still can feel and enjoy the trip very well, the point is not Quantity, but Quality,haha.. we Cycling almost all the Pulau Ubin, but something happen with my bro (gheko) he falls down from his bicycle coz Shock while seeing a big Tractor blocking our way,luckily there's no serious problem and injured after that :) after whole day cycling we all very exhausted, but while inside the bus,Jenita called me and ask me to go to orchard, meet her and Devi, don't know why, directly i accept that and forget about my tired :D coz chit chat with them is fun,while my weekend target is FUN,haha...
Sunday, i go to church with Rachel (meet her at Bishan MRT), She tell me the story about her Part time job last night,totally makes her tired, coz she's working from 4.30pm till 2.30am, and she sleeps around 4am,GANBATEH :) normally every sunday morning i will follow gheko to acc him attend the morning pray, but i need another rest for Sunday Energy, coz normally i will looks so tired after the Youth Service...but after save some energy,after church we only eating together @ Somerset and going home,hehe...but there's something happen while we're on the way to somerset, i saw a pinky small bag in the middle of the road,2 or 3 times a saw it chrased by Car, while crossing the street i try to touch it, is it empty? NO, there's SonEr K850i mobile phone inside..hahaha...the mobile phone is totally Tough..the form is still good, only the screen is break,hehe.. i still can do the call, i try to reach the last call from that, and a foreigns guy pick up the call,he said that he is the owner's colleague, and luckily, he's @ somewhere near somerset,so i ask him to come and collect his friends' mobile phone :) then we meet each other at the traffic light where the i found the HP, he is Japanese/Korean,haha...
so, this is the end of my other happy weekend...needs a lots of rest now for the one week onward... :)
God Bless You all !:)

My Tired Face...

2008-04-18T09:28:00.002+08:00

Lately i always feel so tired...my face always looks need some rest,even i already sleep aroud 6-8hours/day (i think its enough). But i don't know why i cant erase my Panda eye shadow and looks healthy/fit everyday :)
last night,after cellgroup, Danny and Darwin SMS me a while i walking to the MRT station, they asking about me, is there any problem, coz i looks so tired,and when i ask Rachel about "do i look so tired?", she said yes ...to be honest, i'm not so sure,what is my current problem which making me looks so stress (except my job). For the main reason is maybe, i never had a HIGH QUALITY deep Sleep every night, i always woke up at least twice or 5 times every night, and always asking "What time is it?how long i will sleep again?". the only time that i can feel the Deep sleep is while in a holiday, coz nothing to worried, i can Sleep till afternoon :)
But, those sleeping things is not soppose to be the best reason for my tired face..i'm still asking and wondering, yeah, as a human being, i have a lots of problem in my life, not confidence with myself, live alone @ SG, worried about so many people that i know, single for more than 5 years (and still counting), and sometimes cant control myself and falling to sin, miss my family coz i'm the youngest and the only 1 is saperates from them, etc etc...
But i don't want ppl asking the same Q to me about those Tired Face, i will do my best to get my "Cheerfull Heart", coz that's the best medicine for everything :) (is it bro?haha)
i always thanks God for giving me so many Caring Friends, from Surabaya, Jakarta, also from Singapore, just by asking,they already making me cheerful, and i'll try my best to Cheer up all of my friends, coz by making them Happy, we also can happy :)

God Bless You all...

You Are Not Forgotten's Lyrics

2008-04-16T09:54:00.003+08:00

Just wanted to share with you guys, lyrics from my Favorite song @ the moments...
this is God's msg for us, especially for you who feeling so down, while you can't find anyone to understands you...
(need the copy of the music, just give me your email address and i will send you by email)

You Are Not Forgetten - Israel Houghton

People walking by, very seldom they say "hi"
they don’t know how wonderful you are
If they only knew all the things you’ve been through,
if only they could see your heart
I hear you crying for help, please don’t blame yourself..
You are not forgotten, you are not forgotten

When it’s time to go to sleep and you try your best to keep..yourself from falling apart.
There’s no need to fear, because I’m already here, and I’m the one who sees your heart..
I hear you crying for help, please don’t blame yourself..
You are not forgotten, you are not forgotten

You are not just a face in the crowd, you are not a forgotten child
Let Me whisper it loud, I love you, oh, I love you

You can hold your head up high, ’cause I’ll make everything alright, I’m committed to you smiling again
And eventually you’ll see people’s similarities, everyone just needs a friend..
And when they’re crying for help, you’ll be able to tell them, please tell them for Me
You are not forgotten, you are not forgotten
You are not forgotten, you are not forgotten

Just remember, you are not forgotten

4 days of mine :)

2008-04-14T09:11:00.002+08:00

i will start my today's blog with Friday Night, we all come to the PlanetShakers Concert at Expo Hall 10, even i'm not so familiar with their songs (coz they're Rock Christian band from UK, while my fave genre is gospel), i only know around 2 or 3 of their songs, but the other Singer (Tim Hughes) is singing a lots of Hillsong's Songs, we all really2 can feel God's presence there,totally awesome Concert, we got a good Seats (thanks to Becky and Sam,hehe).
On Saturday, i can feel to wake up around 11 plus,that's awesome oso,hehe...then attend the "Doa Pengerja" (Workers Prayer), even i'm not a "Pengerja", but that's the 2nd time i go there,hehe...after that, me and Gheko joint David's FA to go to the Boat Quay, just take a walk and eat, and we enjoy that good time :)
Now is the Sunday, dont know why since saturday night, i got a BAD Flu, really2 makes me suffering on that whole Sunday..so i decide to go home around 5 plus from Orchard...and even till now, my flu still annoying me :(
Today is monday, most of us is hate this day, but i always wanted to enjoy all of my day...BUT....
my FLU and running nose still makes me suffering in the morning...than around 7.55, i go out for going to office, i totally shock with 1 thing... I LOST MY WHITE PUMA SHOES... :'( actually darwin olready told me that, better not put a good shoes @ outside the house..but i thing that shoes is not so good, i like the model, but i bough it with the cheap price @ jakarta :D now, after i lost it, i'm starting to miss it,hehe...hopefully the shoes is FIT with the "Stealer's" feet, coz my problem while buying shoes is, i need the biggest size :(
now i have another stuff to buy,coz i dont have other casual shoes,hix..
BUT, i don't want this Shoes and Flu things control my today's mood!Rachel already cheer me up this morning, lately she speaks so christian, that's a good things for her :)
Have a good Monday for all of you (not for gheko!enjoying the holiday after exam,sigh...)
hahaha, peace bro...
At least i got a good news, Man Utd beats Arsenal 2-1 after Arsenal leads 0-1 first :) (Liverpool oso got a good result)
God Bless You all!

Congrazt Bro

2008-04-09T09:07:00.003+08:00

I would like to say, Congratulations for Gheko, my bro...
Coz there's 2 good things for him :)
First, His Laptop seems like already fixed, after hardworking for his Windows problem,hehe..what a great IT boy :)
Banefit : now he can online and active again, not only silent and watching TV while nothing to do at home,hehe...
and the 2nd is :
LIVERPOOL Win the Match VS Arsenal 4-2, after draw for the first leg. :)
Benefit : So now Liverpool gonna Meet Chelsea on SemiFinal Champions league, hopefully meet Man Utd on Final :D

intermezzo,
Bro,sounds last nite the sending process is failed ya?coz i already fall a sleep and doesn't realize it, sorry to jend too, i'm not reply your "yuhuu" coz i read it in the morning,hehe...

God Bless You all...

Everyday is a Happy Day

2008-04-08T09:11:00.000+08:00

It's too morning to decide my day,coz it's still 9.10am, even i just arrived @ my office...
but i always remember 1 thing, if we chose to be always positive,try to get all things in positive/bright sigh, that's our mood controller for the whole day, so why don't we decide to be happy and positive everyday :)
Start from when i just woke up, i got SMS from 1 of my client,she's my good friend, she gives me SMS about Jesus,and because of that, i decide to "Ganbateh" today, and i dont want sleepy everyday coz need more time for sleeping...
than when i was @ MRT, i sending SMS to rachel,just to say good Morning,and she reply me with Chinese language (yeah,i dont understand, little bit i know la,hehe) but she said that she wants me to learn a few Chinese sentences everyday,in a long term,i can speak fluently, i really2 "Hen Kai Xin" about that..
Then,about 30 minutes ago, while i just sit and turn on my PC, God seems like told me that "forgive him and forget all the bad things", some ppl must be understand what i'm talking about...i already forgive him,but it's hard to forget it, and i know,forgive without forget,feels like eating without drinking :) so from now on, i will try to forget and make it all in a good way (impossible to erase it on my mind) but i will try to look at the Positive way :)
so, now i just wanted to share with you guys, always THINK POSITIVE and look everything @ the BRIGHT SIGH...every morning,just say to your self, "TODAY IS A HAPPY DAY!" than everything will looks better and brighter,of corz lha you have to pray in the name of Jesus oso :)
God Bless You all

Thanks of the Day (morning) :
Stephanie Liang, Rachel..

Colorfull Day... (1st Blog)

2008-04-07T09:43:00.000+08:00

Yesterday (Sunday, April 6th, 2008) is my colorful day...
Start from morning, wake up not at my own room, Danny's "Chicken" is so loud and makes me can't sleep again, then i got bad stomach ache, poop for 3times in the morning :D
Decide to go to church around 8.30 even the Service start @11, going by bus with Gheko,Victor and Kalosa to AMK, then take the Mrt to Orchard (all things New,hehehe)
coz i have a plan to meet my auntie @ Lucky plaza,so i SMS her and go there.. but i didn't get any reply,that makes me taking a breakfast alone @ there,so weird,hehe...but luckyly my aunt call me and we're meet a few minutes before she go to Suntec and directly to Airport :)
Now the Great Church Service, going to the 7th Floor without elevator,even escalator coz there's no electricity @ the building...that's makes all of us already warmed up :D and the service,we can call it "Awesome!" we're still can feel the holy spirit is filling our heart,even stronger,good Preecher (aunt.Betty) and the great things is,i hear Rachel praying for Widya,it's a great thing about her...
after lunch together, we all going to Tampines for the "Friendly Football match" with other church, thats the dark color of my day, i can't control my emotion and blown out (not totally,still can control a little), than i feel guilty with my God and decided to forgive and forget all the bad things...
Then we got our dinner @ Tampines Mall around 8.30pm and going home by bus with rachel, we talk and sharing a lot there,at least she fill another Bright color after the Dark one :)

Thanks of the day :
Jenita (come alone to Tampines to be a "silent supporter")
Ineke,Becky,Fei,Rachel,Louisa, Grace, and the other Silent Supporter, you all cheer me up :)
My bro (Gheko)
Darwin
Danny, David,Albert,Gunadi,Heru,and all the FA member
all of you,also the reader :)

God Bless You all